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Tuesday Sep 07, 2004

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Monday, Sept 6th. 10:30 pm.

Fell asleep early. Maybe 8:00? woke up to banging sounds just now. Actually took me a moment to come back into reality. I really didnt' know what that was for a bit, what room this was. what version.
I just want hobnobs and Ovaltine right now, but I don't have any.
I'm afraid for myself a bit. In my lucid state just now and the bed beside Morgan, I saw him from inside myself. I think it was astral. I remember wanting to keep my eyes closed and paint him like that.
Ok, this is going to be a weird night, I can just feel it.
I am going back to bed now, a little uneasy.
Maybe I should just walk up to Davie and get some Ovaltine and HobNobs?
No, bedtime again. Here it comes.

Tuesday, Sept 7th, 3:08 am
Something is there. I can't quite explain it in words right now, but I just saw it, a bit of a glimpse in an abstract way. It's almost like I felt as though there is a beam or light through me. Like a laser. I was asleep though, and it was all so much an important mime.

There's been a shift. Almost like there is a slower, thicker one inside me now. Its much wider and more powerful. Through me, or me through this, I saw it like a vacuum or magnet that I was more able to connect through
I can't explain it in words because it was simply a vision, but I got it. I get it.
Something happened, something major is happening.

Six weeks from now, something major is going down. (well, 2 chunks of 3 weeks actually). when is that, the first of them is the smaller thing around Sept 27th, (and that could just be me looking forward to the 3rd week of not smoking ) but the biggie is the weekend of Oct 15th to the 18th.

Fuck what a weird night that was.
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bluechild:
shocked
Sep 7, 2004
amaryllis111:
yeah, I used it for 2 days straight. although it didn't even occur to me to try writing my name! next time...
Sep 7, 2004

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