Heya
I just got home from seeing Gimpy. I stayed with her for about a half hour or so. You were right, shes quite sick.
She totally recognized me though, and I was actually able to get a couple high fives out of her! I wish you were there for that, she perked up a bit for about 10 minutes and sat up for me,...
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I just got home from seeing Gimpy. I stayed with her for about a half hour or so. You were right, shes quite sick.
She totally recognized me though, and I was actually able to get a couple high fives out of her! I wish you were there for that, she perked up a bit for about 10 minutes and sat up for me,...
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ok, i have had huge thoughts over the last 24 hours.
I can't possibly get them out right now, so let's all just
watch the lunar eclipse
that's from www.katkam.ca normally just a bridge cam here in Vancouver, but tonight it looks like he's watchin the eclipse.
I saw Gimpy tonight at the vet. Made me cry alot. More on that later.
Meanwhile, back on...
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I can't possibly get them out right now, so let's all just
watch the lunar eclipse
that's from www.katkam.ca normally just a bridge cam here in Vancouver, but tonight it looks like he's watchin the eclipse.
I saw Gimpy tonight at the vet. Made me cry alot. More on that later.
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wtf:
I take it things aren't well with Gimpster. 
Send good thoughts out to Gimpy.
Back in 1998, Robyn adopted/saved a little black cat from out in my back alley here. At the time we were not living together, as we had just broken up after that whole infidelity thing of hers from back then. She took the cat home to her basement apartment in East Van, and named her maddasin after the porn...
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Back in 1998, Robyn adopted/saved a little black cat from out in my back alley here. At the time we were not living together, as we had just broken up after that whole infidelity thing of hers from back then. She took the cat home to her basement apartment in East Van, and named her maddasin after the porn...
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wtf:
That would be a really selfish thing to do on her part.
Does this maybe come down to $ in her eyes?
That would be a really selfish thing to do on her part.
Does this maybe come down to $ in her eyes?
thora:
When Rodin died in June, I swore I would get him back in reincarnated form. I now have a cute li'l cat-dog of the exotic variety (Jungle), and my Siamese cat-dog of 9 years, jealous by my side. If my little Nakima jungie's not Rodin, then we'll have 2 kittens. I'm really sorry. (((hugs to you and Gimpy)))
"The fountain of content must spring up in the mind, and he who hath so little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness by changing anything but his own disposition, will waste his life in fruitless efforts and multiply the grief he proposes to remove."
---Samuel Johnson
Monday morning here, got up at 4:50 am at the first chatter of my alarm. No repetative...
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sluttygoodgirl:
OK, I'm stealing it and putting it in my journal. Maybe every day for a week!! 
I'll give you the credit though....
I'll give you the credit though....
bluechild:
I`m sorry i havent been around of late... 
we need to catch up jeje
we need to catch up jejeit certainly is a sunday today.
Sunday's have a certain feel to them, if every day of the week had a persona, Sunday would be the mourning widow.
Sometimes it's a Saturday, late morning. through the cracks of my blinds on the otherside of the glass, there is a flat grey sky, no birds chirping, and no sound of traffic down below. That makes me...
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Sunday's have a certain feel to them, if every day of the week had a persona, Sunday would be the mourning widow.
Sometimes it's a Saturday, late morning. through the cracks of my blinds on the otherside of the glass, there is a flat grey sky, no birds chirping, and no sound of traffic down below. That makes me...
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trixel:
my sunday felt like a street kid recovering in sanitorium after a meth binge. or something like that. 
well, just got back from the dog drop off. Same old same old.
Morgan was whining when I got home from work, so I knew he really had to go. I had 10 minutes from the time I walked in the door till the time I had to have Morgan up to that corner of darkness.
I booted up the hill, barely giving him time...
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Morgan was whining when I got home from work, so I knew he really had to go. I had 10 minutes from the time I walked in the door till the time I had to have Morgan up to that corner of darkness.
I booted up the hill, barely giving him time...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Ew.......having to deal with someone like that on a continuous basis is just NOT fun.....so much negative emotion affects everyone around them.
Weird, I actually dreamt of she-who-will-be-referred-to-as-her last night. It was only upon waking and realizing I just had a dream about her, that I noticed the fact that for the last 2 months, I havent.
Standing in this living room I am in right now, I am showing her my new pants. They are draped over the back of the couch, but they need washing....
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Standing in this living room I am in right now, I am showing her my new pants. They are draped over the back of the couch, but they need washing....
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wtf:
Good for you on the body!
lotsof detail in the dream,, those arae the weird ones. I'm off to the dealership, making it or breaking it. For you: thought it fit, and mine since it suits me today.
CAPRICORN (Dec 22Jan 19): You continue to struggle with deep issues -- ones that bring you back to long-forgotten failures, old physical pains and emotional hurts that may be tied to early family issues. But now you can see these old experiences in a brand new light. And this is exactly what you should be doing. You have a great opportunity before you, but you will have to revisit your past to free yourself from it.
AQUARIUS (Jan 20Feb 18): You may be getting another chance now -- or at least that's how it appears. This is not a time to hesitate. Go ahead and take the chance that is being given to you -- after all, you've earned it. Everything may not be exactly the way you imagined it. That's okay. Life is not as perfect as you wish. Don't close down. Take the risk, for nothing ventured is surely nothing gained.
lotsof detail in the dream,, those arae the weird ones. I'm off to the dealership, making it or breaking it. For you: thought it fit, and mine since it suits me today.
CAPRICORN (Dec 22Jan 19): You continue to struggle with deep issues -- ones that bring you back to long-forgotten failures, old physical pains and emotional hurts that may be tied to early family issues. But now you can see these old experiences in a brand new light. And this is exactly what you should be doing. You have a great opportunity before you, but you will have to revisit your past to free yourself from it.
AQUARIUS (Jan 20Feb 18): You may be getting another chance now -- or at least that's how it appears. This is not a time to hesitate. Go ahead and take the chance that is being given to you -- after all, you've earned it. Everything may not be exactly the way you imagined it. That's okay. Life is not as perfect as you wish. Don't close down. Take the risk, for nothing ventured is surely nothing gained.
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i don't think i posted this one here before.
I mentioned this poem in my post way back when regarding that dream I had the night my old girlfriend had her first experience with the new boy. I woke up in Calgary at 3:00 in the morning from a nightmare of being raped by a guy, and I knew that my GF was here in...
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I mentioned this poem in my post way back when regarding that dream I had the night my old girlfriend had her first experience with the new boy. I woke up in Calgary at 3:00 in the morning from a nightmare of being raped by a guy, and I knew that my GF was here in...
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rubysparkle:
I ended up doing the homework that is piling up! I was sorry to miss it. I havn't seen a burlesque show in a while.
angelvanilla:
Yah, that was totally me!!!! Where were you?!
Ministry is playing tonight with My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult. I SO MUCH WANT TO GO
but I didn't get tickets fast enough
(in this case, "fast enough" is within 3 days of them going on sale.)
The gig is sold out, and the venue would rock my
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The Commodore.
The last time I saw Ministry, they played with Sepultura and Helmet,...
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but I didn't get tickets fast enough
(in this case, "fast enough" is within 3 days of them going on sale.)
The gig is sold out, and the venue would rock my
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The Commodore.
The last time I saw Ministry, they played with Sepultura and Helmet,...
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wtf:
He he, the raise ... and then the promotion a few weeks later... surprise!!! no OT for YOU! Salary sucks, Salary with OT rules!
Do you sense her being fake in her dealings with you?
Think she can just get over it that soon?
As long as you are being truthful with yourself first, that matters most. Eventually one day you will be over it, and her and she will be able to tell that you aren't faking it. By over it, you know what I mean, in a different place, over the anger and frustration without denying yoru feelings. And to think I was going to suggest you 'fake it til you make it' at first, F*ck that! Authentic is best. You are right.
Do you sense her being fake in her dealings with you?
Think she can just get over it that soon?
As long as you are being truthful with yourself first, that matters most. Eventually one day you will be over it, and her and she will be able to tell that you aren't faking it. By over it, you know what I mean, in a different place, over the anger and frustration without denying yoru feelings. And to think I was going to suggest you 'fake it til you make it' at first, F*ck that! Authentic is best. You are right.
wtf:
Did ya make it to the concert?
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wtf:
I'm going to do all the things that are good for me. Like quitting smoking, (I'm almost there.....AGAIN!!!) Seeing my friends who never fail me(They remember who I am), not saying no when I shouldn't and saying yes when I should, staying around positive people, getting out more, believing in me and not the relationship, (I seemed to have that all mixed up) It only took me a week to do this last time, then again there was a fellow to woo me, he is just a friend now, thinks I'm a really hot chick with a great mind and would hate to not have me as a friend even if we can't be more. Plus he would make a great work out partner. Why the hell fear change when it is inevitable? I have been asking myself this one all day. Thanks for the cheering, but all I really want is the a little light at the end of the tunnel in the form of your post about LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!! You are blazing the trail! I know you had to have some amazing wild twisty 1/2 nekid fun!!!!!!!! I'm not asking for photos or anything, just enough written description that I can make my own of a mental nature!
I know you had to have some amazing wild twisty 1/2 nekid fun!!!!!!!! I'm not asking for photos or anything, just enough written description that I can make my own of a mental nature!
trixel:
I love the way you describe things. you actually make vancouver sound attractive to me, something several of my friends have not managed to do.
I'm looking forward to hearing more about last night, kilt boy.
I'm looking forward to hearing more about last night, kilt boy.
sigh, nobody is here anymore.
I came rushing home from work tonight, hoping to find some comments, I guess I've gone on and on about this long enough, and I've depressed you all to the point where there's nothing left for you to say.
I feel so lame.
it's friday night here, it's pouring rain out there, absolutely torrential. I have no plans. Really, I...
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I came rushing home from work tonight, hoping to find some comments, I guess I've gone on and on about this long enough, and I've depressed you all to the point where there's nothing left for you to say.
I feel so lame.
it's friday night here, it's pouring rain out there, absolutely torrential. I have no plans. Really, I...
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pica_pica:
ha! eewww I can't imagine having sex with eraserhead playing in the background.
"Henry, did you and Mary have sexual intercourse?"
"Henry, did you and Mary have sexual intercourse?"
amaryllis111:
cheer up cutie
Well, things around me are bad, but I don't think I am doing badly around them.
And yeah, Gimpy makes me sad. I generally don't want to be sad though, and kinda hope I don't come across that way too much. I certainly was 2 months ago, but now this whole thing has turned into somewhat of an interesting study in some sort of bizarre micro-sociology.
That's been in my thought processes as of late, but it's too convoluted to try to explain in a quick jabbing type session, so I have been trying to get around to really updating, but haven't quite created the time yet.
I never did get a response to that email regarding Gimpy, I had to call the vet myself to find out what was going on.
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