phunkybrewster

Theres something that has always bugged me. Being fat and never talking about the negatives of it. The negatives that only a fat girl would know. I hear my flat chested friends griping about flat chested issues and my curly hair friends talking frizz and pouf, but I hardly ever hear fat girls talking issues. Issues that come with being fat. Ive been fat or fatter almost all my life. Yes there were 2 years of anorexia and 90 pounds, but i've always been a fat girl. Who do you gripe to your shit about? Because frankly I dont think that nobody out there has the issues...sweating in rolls-having to use powder, chaffing, infertility, not fitting in booths or plane seats, sleep apnea, having a hard ass time keeping up with other people who dont carry an extra 100 pounds around. I dont mean to say you must identify yourself with the fat girl, thats who you are. no no, i never really did that i was just me. but now I realize i'm also a fat girl with fat problems. Did you know when you carry a certain amount of weight that your lungs can not fully expand, therefore you could end up with problems like ashtma or just serious issues when you exert yourself? I feel like I cant post this in the psw group because men will comment and whatever. I dont feel like they have the right LOL nor do skinny people. I had weight loss surgery and i lost 100 pounds. and then the laproscopoic band broke that was around my stomach, and i gained it back. i have a disease that keeps me fat believe it or not. so unless i can get the fucking inusrance to understand i have a broken piece of MEDICAL MATTER in my body, i dont know what else to do. I cant be the only one. Do you relate?