phunkybrewster

Right now I'm watching a documentary on cancer. Following patients with no hope till the day of death. This isnt new for me, I am obsessed with death. Ive been going to the cemetary, been obsessed with cancer books and photos, etc. Tomorrow is my shrink apointment so I suppose I will hear the reasoning behind this predomenant interest. Maybe its because of my ovaries, maybe because our neighbor died, because my poppys anniversaray of death is in a few days. We might loose our house. im devastated. what the fuck ever