Watching the safety net just fall away is pretty fucking intense. Last time I walked this path it nearly drove me insane. But the day to day drudgery of a day to day bullshit job I can't force myself to give a fuck about even a little, well that shit is worse than any madness. Fuck it. Here. We.Go.
caraphernelia:
I understand this so much, don't lose faith in yourself! I'm aure youcan do it ^^
phrankyb:
why thank you :)