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Monday Feb 14, 2005

Feb 14, 2005
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Ive realized today that my life is out of control! I hang out with women half my age as most of my female friends are under 25 and I have very few male friends...this is a GOOD THING RIGHT? Its Valentines Day 2005 and just came home from happy hour with a 21 year old. Just spent the past weekend doing a photoshoot for Hooters with 18 girls then ended up parting all night with them average age of the girls 23. I looked in the hotel mirror and for the first time realized that my life is not normal! I am doing the same thing and living the same life style as a 21 year old male would do. I should be lonely today on Valentines Day since I dont have anybody in my life but how can you be lonely when younger women send you text messages and e-mails on Valentines Day. I am living the dream life of a photographer but how much longer can I keep up the lifestyle?
Its only getting worst or better depending on how you look at it. The more I market my photography the more younger female friends I tend to make. I know I should just live the life I have chosen for myself cuz I know of no other way of living.....................I guess I should be worrying about more important things.
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vixen:
No, it's not the normal life... but you are doing what is considered to be as above and beyond. You are helping many girls feel... and succeed in a field that is very hard and not that accepting. You are a do-gooder. I don't see it as a mid-life crisis... or whatever stupid label people might put on it... you are living the way that life has taken you... and there is NO shame in that what so ever! The only part that scares me is that if you were to look in the mirror and not like what you see. Then... you would have some questioning to do.

On a lighter note... I hope you still had fun on your mini-vacation! That is awesome! I love to travel...
Feb 15, 2005
infinity:
i dont think theres anything wrong with that... biggrin
Feb 15, 2005

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