Sunday Dec 15, 2002

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damnit

once again I go and fuck up my chances before i ever have a chance

-was at this party last night, right? My buddy introduces me to this girl he knows. She is beautiful. She's really smart, studies forensics, wears a cool hat, the whole nine yards... anyway...so I've been looking for a chick that doesn't have quite as many vices as my previous relations, and this girl was what I've been searching for....she doesn't even smoke..or drink..or anything. Now herein lies the key to my downfall. By the time I met her I was drunk as shit w/ a cigarette in hand. And even though I managed to get a decent conversation out of her...the moment had escaped me. So now I am drowning in my own hypocrisy. Hurray for me.
gwen1:
there will be other chances.
scott:
it was probably best... why do you want to change for somebody? be who you are and if she has a problem with it at first chances are it'll be a difficult hurdle to cross, but dont put on an act. i can tell you from numerous experiences thats bad news. but thats just my humble opinion... btw what sort of photography do you do?
thankyougoodnight/sam

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