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Well today was a pretty good day. I went to work and worked my whole shift with out a problem. Partly due to PeachySweetLove I like when I have people to talk to while I am working. Helps pass the time. I usually have a Texting Buddy but they have all forgotten me... Any ways.. Well I got home and got my crap together to...
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Well I attempted to blog from the bath but I guess I can't do it through my phone. I wasn't going to attempt to do it with my laptop. If it got wet it would only be useful as a $1800 paper weight. Well I did decide to shave the "Chin Bush" off. I did keep a patch under my lip. Here are the photos...
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lemolaura:
Good to hear hun, what are spacers?
Yes that is very true! You been up to much? x
lemolaura:
Oh right well it's fine now as I have put my bars back in and don't plan to take them out again but when I have money I shall get some thanks!

aww hun that sucks frown I hope you feel better soon! Well I shall look forward to seeing what you come up with!! smile x
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Okay so I had to stay home sick from work again today. I have been trying to clean up my room and see if I can clean up my life and get it back on track to a future I can be proud of. Here is my dream:

I want to open my own Photography Studio. I would love to find a woman with the...
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padam:
I think that's a pretty awesome dream biggrin Mine is pretty similar, really.
Those fisheye ones are aaaaawweeesome!
pax_:
I really like the one of the dog! Super cute!!
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Well I only have 1 thing left from my order to arrive. My Lens kit came in today! I was laying down taking a nap because I have had such an upset tummy all day. I woke up and I guess my mom put my Package on my computer chair. There it is and I was ripping it open like a kid at Christmas. blush

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pax_:
Hopefully that camera lens will come in soon! And good luck with your obsession!
pax_:
Oops. Lol. Well, anywho hopefully everything works out good. biggrin
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Amazing what a little death can do...

Well I am feeling better. Not quite as down as I was yesterday. All it took was some time on the xbox playing gears of war 2 with my ex wife and her husband. Really I think its the social interaction that I am needing and not just on the computer or through text. Actual conversation with a...
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Why cant a person stay positive and cheery? I just cant seem to bring myself out of my slump and its just digging deeper. I feel so numb that I dont care about anyone or anything anymore. I know that sounds really bad but I dont really care. I have always put others before myself and it has done me no good. I have no...
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lemolaura:
aww thanks hun! So very sweet biggrin Padam has put those pictures up now if you wanna go check them out wink
I fucking love that top and must get one! tongue x
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Well why is it when things look like it has a light coming about to shine through the darkness shadows the world around you? When you thing you have conquered something it just turns around and stomps you? I feel like this most days and today that shadow has gotten so dark I can barely see what's in front of me. My so called friends...
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lemolaura:
aww hun I know how you feel about the friend thing, I had this friend who lived with me for a while and I thought we were really close. Her friendship ment the world to me, she hurt me so much that I don't think I could ever look at her the same. It hurts when you but alot of time, effort and money into helping a mate out and they just throw it back in your face. Just learn from that mistake and next time they need your help again tell them your busy, I know two wrongs don't make a right but it might just be the shock they need to see that their doormat friend won't always be there. You know you always have me to talk to but it's not the same, sometimes it's nice to just sit down and talk. Hang in there as things will get better, a good friend once told me that smiling helps wink try watching something that makes you laugh, if it seems that the things you were doing to fight off your depression aren't working anymore then try something else. I hope you feel better soon! Sending you smiles and hugs biggrinbiggrin x
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Well I have come across some more photo's taken of my ex and with her permission I would be putting them on here. But I would love to get some feedback. So if you would like to see more of what I can do please let me know because I won't waste my time or yours if no one wants to see.

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