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Now I definitely know there is something wrong with me. I have been beating myself up over love that has been lost just to recently find out that the love I had was not fully returned. I don't really get online much because I am spending a lot of time in bed sleeping because I have been so depressed. I finally take small steps to getting my life back together just to be brought right back into the depression. I even had to remove the people from my Facebook because it was getting too hard to see pictures. It was almost so perfect besides the uncontrollable things in life that were keeping us from being happy. So as usual I screwed up a good thing and now I am stuck beating myself up over my own mistake.

I'm off to put myself back to bed. Maybe if I isolate myself I won't screw anything else up.