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Well it seems my depression has been getting the best of me lately. All I have really been doing in sleeping and Isolating myself from the world. Nothing has been going right in my life and it has gotten to the point that I feel nothing ever will. I've been talking a lot lately with my EX and she has been going through her own bouts of depression and knowing that she isn't as happy as I thought she was only makes matters worse for me.

Update on the living arrangements... Nothing new. we still have the kitchen torn apart. Still no bedroom of my own. Still no job. the grass is certainly not greener on this side. It's actually very brown & dead.