photogawd

well I ended my night with a very depressing crash and woke up with it amplified. Still haven't been able to pull myself out of it. I hate being cooped up in a room all day with nowhere to go. I hate moving to a place with no friends. I was really hoping it would be different moving back here. All my so called friends that are still here don't have time to get together and catch up or hang out. I feel like such a reject. worse than when I was in high school.

I really wish this would just go as planned for once. I am sick of feeling isolated and outcasted. Well I am off to bed once more. hopefully this doesn't get any worse in the morning.