I keep thinking about next year. I have no money for school, I don't wanna take out a student loan, but maybe I could just do one this year and save up money for next year. But then, what if I don't get a student loan? Blah. I wanna open up that studio, but I'm afraid it might fail. I need to start working on my magazine. I keep losing the papers I write all my ideas on. GAHHHH!
My parents are gonna cut the internet. A blessing and a curse. Cause now, instead of being on this computer, I'll have to work out, no distractions.
I just wanna get out of Oakland. But I'm afraid if I move I might not like the place I'm moving too. Or any place I move to for that matter.
I don't know, I don't wanna go to school. I just wanna be a photographer. I don't wanna go to the academy of arts. I think I might be content taking all photography classes at some community college. I'm just afraid I'm gonna waste time, and before i know it I'll be really old and have nothing accomplished.
I need a plan. I have a plan. I need to make it happen. Ack. If this doesn't work out I'll become a porn star.
My parents are gonna cut the internet. A blessing and a curse. Cause now, instead of being on this computer, I'll have to work out, no distractions.
I just wanna get out of Oakland. But I'm afraid if I move I might not like the place I'm moving too. Or any place I move to for that matter.
I don't know, I don't wanna go to school. I just wanna be a photographer. I don't wanna go to the academy of arts. I think I might be content taking all photography classes at some community college. I'm just afraid I'm gonna waste time, and before i know it I'll be really old and have nothing accomplished.
I need a plan. I have a plan. I need to make it happen. Ack. If this doesn't work out I'll become a porn star.
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We all have fears of failure whenever we attempt something...But as the saying goes: those who risk, win. Just have to take the chance and do your best to make things work.