Wow!
That Kiscica and Isobel set makes me want to do naughty things
I don't think anything else in this two-girl-set week is going to top those girls...
Anywho-
Has anyone seen Metropolis the old Fritz Leng movie? I went to see that at a movie theater the other night- it was my first silent movie, and it was so fucking amazing.... I'm now intent on checking out more of those old movies... It's like a whole other world...
So my birthday....
Okay, so turning twenty wasn't so bad after all- if nothing else I feel slightly more compos mentis than I did before the weekend, and I had the greatest birthday I've had in... well, in quite a few years.
Thank you, everyone,m for those great birthday wishes- you made a great day even better
My boyfriend was good to me...which I didn't really deserve after coming home Saturday night drunk out of my mind and four hours later than I was supposed to be...
I didn't even have that great of a night and I didn't feel exactly fruity when I woke up on Sunday...
...he went so far out of his way just to make things special though, and although it should have made me realise what a jackass I am to him sometimes I quickly fucked things up yesterday by going in to work on a day off, just to hang out and say hi-
So... I have this weird dillemma at the moment.
Iain has this... massive problem with a girl at work I've become friends with because the girl is a drug user and I think he's convinced that I can't draw the line and am not able to say 'no'...
He's also very much the 'guilty by suspicion' type, so it's like if he so much as thinks that I'm taking drugs with this girl, he will ditch me... four years of history together or not... He had this.... bad experience with his last girlfriend who hada b#habit and he basically played the good-samaritan role of trying to help her.... and sacrificing a lot of his own sanity in the process...
I wonder how much I should just pay attention to the fact that he loves me and wants the best for me and looks out for me... She tells me to ignore him and just have fun- She who I've known for three and a half years less than him...
I don't know. I keep getting my ass in a sling by going out with this girl (Saturday night, a good example) and I just have to wonder why I'm not more careful with the feelings of a guy who bends over backwards to make me happy...
I have a problem making friends though... I guess so much comes down to that, and being 4000 miles from Ontario...
Maybe he has a point though... he is paying all the rent and the bills... do I at least owe not walking all over him?
Why do I sometimes have to be such a selfish jerk?
Things making me happy today:
Vanilla Coke
Giant Seagulls landing on the window sill
American Psycho
The sun shining
Drawn out kisses
Thanks again one and all for the birthday wishes
Toodles
That Kiscica and Isobel set makes me want to do naughty things
I don't think anything else in this two-girl-set week is going to top those girls...
Anywho-
Has anyone seen Metropolis the old Fritz Leng movie? I went to see that at a movie theater the other night- it was my first silent movie, and it was so fucking amazing.... I'm now intent on checking out more of those old movies... It's like a whole other world...
So my birthday....
Okay, so turning twenty wasn't so bad after all- if nothing else I feel slightly more compos mentis than I did before the weekend, and I had the greatest birthday I've had in... well, in quite a few years.
Thank you, everyone,m for those great birthday wishes- you made a great day even better
My boyfriend was good to me...which I didn't really deserve after coming home Saturday night drunk out of my mind and four hours later than I was supposed to be...
I didn't even have that great of a night and I didn't feel exactly fruity when I woke up on Sunday...
...he went so far out of his way just to make things special though, and although it should have made me realise what a jackass I am to him sometimes I quickly fucked things up yesterday by going in to work on a day off, just to hang out and say hi-
So... I have this weird dillemma at the moment.
Iain has this... massive problem with a girl at work I've become friends with because the girl is a drug user and I think he's convinced that I can't draw the line and am not able to say 'no'...
He's also very much the 'guilty by suspicion' type, so it's like if he so much as thinks that I'm taking drugs with this girl, he will ditch me... four years of history together or not... He had this.... bad experience with his last girlfriend who hada b#habit and he basically played the good-samaritan role of trying to help her.... and sacrificing a lot of his own sanity in the process...
I wonder how much I should just pay attention to the fact that he loves me and wants the best for me and looks out for me... She tells me to ignore him and just have fun- She who I've known for three and a half years less than him...
I don't know. I keep getting my ass in a sling by going out with this girl (Saturday night, a good example) and I just have to wonder why I'm not more careful with the feelings of a guy who bends over backwards to make me happy...
I have a problem making friends though... I guess so much comes down to that, and being 4000 miles from Ontario...
Maybe he has a point though... he is paying all the rent and the bills... do I at least owe not walking all over him?
Why do I sometimes have to be such a selfish jerk?
Things making me happy today:
Vanilla Coke
Giant Seagulls landing on the window sill
American Psycho
The sun shining
Drawn out kisses
Thanks again one and all for the birthday wishes
Toodles
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I love silent movies! "Metropolis" is brilliant. Try "the General" by Buster Keaton or "City Lights" or "the Gold Rush" by Charlie Chaplin. If you don't want comedy, try FW Murnau's "Nosferatu," still the scariest telling of the Dracula story on film. "The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari" is great, too. If you see any of those, let me know what you think!
glad you had a good birthday.
i don't remember a whole lot about my 20th.