phoolsfire

Yeah, I just have a hard time dealing with it when multiple people leave. Plus, its not like I can go say hi to them in real life. Most of the time, I only know them from here. It is like they vanish from the face of the earth.

Thanks for the housewarming love. I just hope it doesnt get to hot and set the place a-fire again!! Ok, bad joke.

I know the feeling of going completely off my noodle. I think I moved beyond that to the point where I really dont give a shit anymore.

Start reading more existentialist writers. It wont help, but will strangely make you feel more powerful and in control of the lack of control.

for fatigue: take nap, drink water, lotsa water

it's too hot to run, go swimming

fatigue's weakness! or something authoritative like that. for fatigue i generally drink deep from the blackest of coffees.
drink decaf and tell yrself it's caf. do a lil placebo thing. it's all psychosomatic anyways, yeah?

wow...i really--REALLY--wanna know about the other decatur guy.

i'd do the warm water thing, but he sleeps on his couch and he'd pee in the area that i'd be sitting.
and i'd pee on him, cept when sammy is awakened suddenly, he comes up swingin'.
and i dont want my exposed pecker in any danger.
(i believe it's "Peed")

Hmmmm....

What was the gift?

i concur with the fella above me, Blood Money is much, much better than Alice.
But Alice has one of the most psychotic circus songs ever--Kommienezuspadt (sp?). It's worth buying the album for that and We're All Mad Here.

Wasn't Good Ol Rob talking about not commiting being suicide by tiny increments?

There has to be SOME connection between the new guy (Matty i'm assuming?) and the old guy, you know, besides Decatur. What'ja get 'im? Was it a Turtle Statuette? Turtle Statuettes is da shit, yo.

he used to talk about her while we'd be having sex
that's both creepy and kinda hot... nope, just kinda creepy...inna hot sorta way. But, yeah, totally creepy.
and hot.
and ballsy.
i'm surprised you put up with that shit.

really sucks that i missed ya this weekend. if i'd have checked my stuff earlier i'd have stayed in town. darnit.

FUCK THAT!!! I mean the smell is one thing and totally manageable if the person is rockin, but afraid of getting tacos cause of some me-hicanos, they are amongst the most jovial and easy going/ hardest working people I have evere encountered, I say fuck dem bitches and move on.

they are amongst the most jovial and easy going/ hardest working people I have evere encountered
aah, that gave me a nice chuckle. i dunno why.
i know--aaah, never mind. i've given up attacking the community... i'll just say that sometimes it feels like people try too hard.

you dont know funk until Guey takes hit pissing shoes off... that's killer. i actually thought someone had taken a shite somewhere near me.

Dr. Killbot opened, right? i actually downloaded some of their stuff and it sounded decent!

The Grapes: Not inna grape mood. I had a bag of grapes in my fridge for about a month, only eating about half.
The Tea: I like tea. i've only been drinking coffee for the last 2-ish years. That's only a cup a day, as well.
i think the stomach thing is more to do with anxiety than anything else.
it'll go away soon.

The 65$ was for the nil8/MSI show. i was reading about the MSI shows selling out fast and didnt wanna miss the chance. i find that i'm sometimes impulsive when it comes to some stuff.

glad the show rocked, sorry you had to sit with stinky bigots and such.

yeah the double door is a fun place, couldn't throw a rock without hitting 90 hipsters, nil8 I'm not familiar with but I'm sure life seemed muffled after being rocked that hard. maybe the hormones enhanced the experience (iiicky ) I totally agree, males subconsciously submit to the superior power of the X chromosome and the potent estrogen it ferments.

ewwwwww. menstrating

I would have to say that when I first had a girlfriend that was effected by the "time" I was seriously unnerved and in awe at the power and ferocity of it.

what show are you going to?

talking sense to texans, hmmmmm...I once gave a presentation on organic farming to a class of kids whose parents were all "modern" farmers, it wasn't received very well, same class talked about vegetarianism and protein and energy balance...blank stares...turns out some of them thought I was Amish (used to have this amish like beard, but not amish, and I didn't wear suspenders...so who knows)

pipe bomb? well, that might work, worked at the '96 Olympics

i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry i couldnt go to the show. but i've already got the 15th off two weeks before i need it. and the tickets (as to avoid a sell-out). but i so very much wish that i could have gone with you tonite--that would have been super-bad. damnit.

yr, like, onna pipe bomb kick, huh?

i got tennis elbow from masterbating once
there's an interesting story there, i'm sure.

you know what'll learn them hormones? a pipe bomb.

there's a reason ya'll broke up honey.... and there are more fish in the sea...

yeah, good point. damnit, wish i could go.
what about the MSI show the 15th? i've got the day off, guaranteed--and i've practically got the tickets.

what other job would i rather have? none, really--well, security guard would be nice--third shift and such.



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i believe "Evil" is a synonym for "Love"... isnt it? have i been misinformed? again.

how about kittens eating baby rabbits
doesnt work--kittens look snarly when they eat. Rabbits--baby rabbits, bunnies, if you will--are super-cute when they eat.

anyone that "doesnt get" Hedwig is fucked in my book.

you drive alot

pool is the next best thing, going to a water park for my little cousin's birthday next weekend, she's gonna friggin love it, hope th weather holds, wouldn't it blow of it finally decided to rain, what's going on, there's been no actual rain for weeks

what's in peoria?

Not anymore!

your cat is in the "biz" man, you got like tons of access to hot chicks now.
chicks that'd bang me cos my cats in the biz are chicks that i want absolutely nothing to do with, yo.

i really wanted to see the frozen nuts, that would sooo be like the highlite of my...month
nothing makes a man feel like a man more than a chick telling him that his nutts are the highlight of their month.

yr gonna be in town sometime over the weekend, yeah? if you happen to be here sunday gimme a ring.

i checked out the Nil8 site, pretty neat--wish they'd had some music up for download, though.
whens the show? take me with you! dont make me beg, damnit!

goddamnit, am i the only one that has fridays off? motherfucker.

runnings for the birds--but go for it if yr into it! on to the 2mbd marker! (mbd=miles bi daily)

poot.

Hi, phoolsfire, thanks for the comment,you leftit on the day i left , i love being in other countries. i know this is a good country to live in, but other countries maybe poor and have political or economical problems, but i feel good thier. i get treated as an equal thier, do we still treat each other as equals here? for what is on the inside? i met a lot of people with nothing , but they actually had something self respect, pride, good hearts, does that count anymore? tell me were does honesty get you now? im sorry u dont even know me , i have not been on this comp. in a while, i dont mean to be so intense, nice to meet you ,i should go to bed..