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got my bike fixed today smile yeah!
now i will have something to do for the rest of my few days here with no classes to attend. soooo. yeah, now i'm broke.
i'm out of movies to watch, so i think its up to cable and the six pack in the fridge to keep me entertained this weekend..oh and the bike, i think i'll go for...
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akasnuggles:
a lazy weekend is a good weekend. that's my philosophy.
you know, there doesnt have to be shit going on in Normal (concerts et al) for me to hop up there--just a thought.

Analyze me, damnit! what's my Favourites say about me?

gonna have yr phone with ya on yr trip?
akasnuggles:
i remember seeing him and his brother come into the library
i totally met his brother--nice guy--normal. the fucked up thing is that the kid bummed a ciggy offa me.

so, how long ya gonna be gone?

the most disturbing is when you look at a folder and its just filled with body parts, no pics of whole women, but thats kinds what they are here sort of.
what's that? in my folder? i beg to differ--most of the shit has something to do with distortion--either shadows/contrast, lens, forced perspctive, etc. there's also a couple that i thought were funny, and threw in there. as well, reaction shots are a big one--a good reaction can make or break a photo.
you say "Disturbing" i say "Discerning".
the pics i chose are the pics i wish i would have taken--very few have any real sexual--why the fuck am i explaining this?

i totally had a dream that you kicked my ass surreal

Gimme a shout sometime over the weekend. you know, 'fore you leave.
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silly rabbit....
studied for my final, watched the simpsons, had a couple of drinks, gonna hit the ol hay..(horse hay/feed comprises 10% of the organic farmers annual income),i am so gonna rock this test tomarrow,
need sleep, go to bed. robot
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foz:
test on???
foz:
what, you're not drinking right now? You didn't dig a festival in Peoria? I can't imagine.
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i've got caveties eeek
not those ones, in my teeth, silly i was having nightmears about my teeth, so i looked at them really closely this morning, and freaked out, so then i got a dental discount thingy online, and an appointment for a check up and cleaning asap....which was like august 31. soooo i'll just have to wait and see if my teeth fall out...
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akasnuggles:
since when did you give a fuck about this shite, after all your all, "well, cause your a girl" or "this is a man-type thing" (with the cars, & tires, etc) you seem to be um...preocupied/fixated... with the social construct that is gender
generally, when i say shit like, "Cos yr a girl" it's me being sardonic--shit like that, it's so fucking grade school. it's like your "Yr mom's a..." thing.
and the gender thing: i cant help it if i was dealt a hand i cant play--i'm totally preoccupied with gender because i've never felt comfortable as a mans-man, you know?

you talk about the banality of the conversation of college kids yet your the one asking about the philosphies of good v.s. evil? i don't get it....wouldn't you just be better off surrounding yourself with people you know think the same way as you.
i need someone to challenge me, my beliefs and such. i dont want to be around people exactly like me, cos that would be boring. i wanna think, i wanna have my veiw challenged, i wanna expand my view--and i cant do that when people are constantly agreeing with me, or have no opinion for fear of sounding stupid.
as much as i was offended by why ol dude said, i'm glad he said it cos it gave me something to think about for five and a half hours, dig?
and i attack college kids cos that's what i'm supposed to be. i'm supposed to be in college, i should be bettering myself--people are always telling me that.
when i was in HS i talked shit about HS kids, when i'm 30 i'll attack 30yos, you see what i'm saying? i attack what i see, what i'm surrounded by, what i'm supposed to be.
male? i attack it.
straight? i attack it.
college student? i attack it.
and so on.

why would i forgive someone who clearly has already made up their mind about the type of person or peole they want to know and be
the forgive me thing was more for if i said something offensive, which i cant tell if i did or not. and cos i was letting loose on yr journal.
it was pretty much to defuse any potental animosity before it began.

and yr like the queen of transference--you never answer any of my questions smile

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najohns:
Chill my friend. Its a joke... period. Jesus.
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sooooo tired, must go to bed directly after simpsons!!!

was kinda pissed off today, i planted some fucking flowers so my house looks pretty n shit, then i go for my run and expect to come home to a quiet clean and nice place to make dinner for myself, and behold, fuckingDAVE! i hate dave, this is my roomates boyfriend who is a pretentious...
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akasnuggles:
Sammy's ex cheated on him with his brother. He's never forgiven her, him, and everyone else that knew about it whilst it was going on.
I say you give Davey an ultimatum--either quit it or confess. Elsewise, you'll rat the bastard out.
Seeing as bad as S took the shit, i have no love for cheaters. Fuck 'em all.

three cheers for field trips! er...why would yr prof insult the farmers?

Yoga's for pussies. confused

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foz:
scooter smashing time

why can't you tell them both how much of a dick he is. first tell him, then tell her, there done. or is she your room mate for the next year and it would make things weird?
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i'm defrosting my credit card as we speak...
my lovely roomate has an incredible heart, but very little sence when it comes to using tools, she went out and bought blinds for our living room, and there all at least four inches too short, her solution was to buy tacky stain glass appliques to adhere to the window...so i'm defrosting my credit card to go...
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akasnuggles:
harware stores and, like, autozone and shit--my freinds are hesitant to take me places like that. i sometimes get goofy around shiney things and make an ass out of myself. yeah. i do that shit mostly because i feel uncomfortable around manly things. heh.

my mom quit smoking around 89ish--quit smoking/drinking/sugar/meat/etc. etc. etc. so, yeah, i dont smoke around her. and besides Hell, Damn, Ass, Piss, and the occasional Bitch my parents dont really cuss around "the kids". and so i respect that and reply in kind.
i still have nightmares about saying "fuck" in front of em--that's my "going to school naked" nightmare.

how many sisters you got?
akasnuggles:
"i feel uncomfortable around manly things."...uh, gender issues. yeah.
yup, yup, yup.

are you afraid people are gonna judge you in social situations...maybe because you judge them
i'm totally afraid of being judged--it's a high school hangup.
and i totally judge/label/analyze others. how they speak, what they say, body language--body language is a bit one. you can tell more from body language than anything else.

i've said this before, i have a tendency to offend people, either just to see where they stand or because i'm bloody-bored.

you know the scene in WonderBoys where Crabtree and Tripp are making up a story about Vernan Hardapple? i totally do that. i see someone and i make up a fictional backstory and fictional problems, then i totally psychoanalyze the fake person. i dont even know why i do that, really.

just being there obviously means the people ultimatly accept you
not necessarily. even my closest friends dont accept all of me, in fact, i'd say most of my closest friends dont even know a third of who i really am.
and i find alotta times people--strangers or otherwise--dont actually accept me "in the group" as much as they just settle on me being in the room. like a plant. or a lamp. or something.
or so i presume so.
and this makes me get all defensive, so i'm all, "fuckit, i didnt wanna be a part of the fucking group anyways--fucking assholes."

i find if i make it impossible to accept me i have little chance of being rejected (SEE ALSO: every annoying thing i do). yup.

i mean, i remember once, when sammy and i first started hanging out, i actually poked him in the arm as many times as i could, for as long as i could, just to see how long it would take him to get fed-up and yell or cuss or lash out at me.
there's gotta be some psychological reasoning behind it...and if i werent so tired i'd go on, but it's prolly be more rambling.

i'm totally buying him an ice cream cone smile

i'm gonna go vomit now.

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I think the people i work for in the office are under the impression that i actually know how to do office work...this is a gross misconception. today i was asked to take five newspaper articles and copy all of them twice,i could "reduce the print if i need to" ha three hours and several reems of paper later, i just put the frankenstien copies...
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akasnuggles:
three hours and several reems of paper later, i just put the frankenstien copies into the prof's mail box with a note that said, "don't worry the regular seceratary will be back on monday."
ever see Haiku Tunnel? Netflix that shit, yo!

chances are a good portion of what people normaly talk about is already disclosed
next time yr in an awkward moment, just say something stupid (i was molested by helper-monkeys when i was younger), that generally opens up conversation. topics flow like glittering urine after something like that.
it's funny, yr talking about shit you cant talk about because everyings disclosed, sammy's always bitching about not being able to come up with shit because he knows nothing about the potential person.
two seps forward, one step back.
thats why a relationship with highly original individuals are always a plus. or not.
depends on how much shit yr willing to stomach, i suppose.

i want more tattoos!
yes!

i caught a muffin on fire in my microwave
i once slammed my head in the car door.
najohns:
??? Something up?
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this is the point in the month that i go from normal functional melissa to crazy irrational girl. goddamn the hormaonal flux. i'm going to do everything in my power from becoming crazy lady this week. i will take supliments,eat lots of soy, go for long walks and runs every morning. i will beat the premenstrual funk this month!!! or...i'll spend a good few days...
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akasnuggles:
50$ for a dime thats redicerous!!! i thought they were called dime bags because you paied only 10 $
i'm totally in the same boat--but, i guess, for the better stuff, you pay waaaay more. i'm always cautious about dealers anyway--i'm always looking for the markup and overhead. to keep my folks honest i tip--a dime or a dub (real dime, 10$) i pay out 5$. last time i bought, i bought two dubs (4 dimes) and payed 50$.
at one point he (i hate this turn of phrase) gypped me. 25$ for a dub, i got a dime and it was some of the worst herb i've had.
but, whatever, right? it's just money.
saturday's show is supposed to be metal/ rock, influenced by tool
yeah, they sound a bit like tool and their site's very tool/APC. shows at nine pm, yeah? i can totally make that.

as i guy, i feel totally confident in saying: PMS scares the fuck outta me. yes.

yes.

Have you found yr phone yet?

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akasnuggles:
my phone was in my trunk
aaah.....ok? i'll give ya a shout tomorrow to work out the saturday details, yo.
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i am not twenty two, aparntly someone forgot to tell my best friend of several years, so we've went out every night and drank way too much and now the ol liver is a little soft eeek i'll have to pop some milk thistle and take it easy for a few days. soooo tired, must go bake to bed,

got in last night around 1ish, and...
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foz:
good idear. alcohol doesn't kill quite as many as nitrous though, I'll never ever do that crap again

forgetting how to do algebra the next day, or at least really struggling with it, not good

take it easy lady
akasnuggles:
someones gotten some kick ass izzard in their posession
nah, just the dressed to kill that i nicked offa HBO way back when. I should have totally borrowed the izzard DVD you got from netflix, though.

Kick ass show in Bloomington? That's a truck job, dunno if i'd have access to such machineryi'll have to see if the pumpkin-truck is availablebut i'm totally there.......what's the music?

As far as Drug Cinema goes, Salton Sea is up there with Trainspotting, Requiem For A Dream, and Spunatleast in my opinion. Vinnie D as Pooh Bear rocksbut i'm totally geeky over Sarsgaard (Finn).

Alcohol is badwhen are you people gonna learn this? BadBAA-AAD! You dont have to drink when you go out, you could totally just chill, right?
Dont let the swine get to ya.
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i am the walrus...no wait, not me, i was wrong again. i spent all my money, and made hotel reservations up in munising!! i'm stoked.
gonna take amy to the va today, hopefuly we can get her shit strightend out, we went out last night...on a monday night, in fucking normal, in the summer...there was no one any where. and i wasted like fourty dollars...
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apexxx:
where are you leaving to? frown
akasnuggles:
sombody's grouchy woutchy
nope. even when i was writing that i wasnt angry or grouchy or anything. i was actually pretty happy. yup.

getting up before 3 is for suckas, yo.

i'd ask "where are you going," but that's a bit nosey... and you said something about "reservations in munising," so, i'll ask the more prudent questions--when ya gonna be back?

hope you get shit straightened out!
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too much partying, i think i have the yuckies, sick stomach, bad cloudy head, poop, and i feel yucki. amy's here, and wants to party, and my body says "no dice". lets watch t.v, and drink orang juice and run to the bathroom every twenty miutes. puke blackeyed puke i think it was the pub food, or maybe my bodys just a little tired. well, i do have...
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foz:
take a day off, sometimes I hate it when a friend comes into town and all I want to do is chill and they're like , "Take my ass out." that;s when the yawnies take over and I'm all, wow, I got to work at like 8 tomorrow dude.
akasnuggles:
so...did you "rescue" her?