some people are so compleatly in sync with the way that systems work, its hard to spend time listening to them breath, then you go back and its like you feel the very recessing of understanding. the longer i stay here the more i realize i cannot stay here. i could never be a wife or a mother or a teacher or anything that involves...
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today is valetines day, thats to celebrate unapproved love? if i remember from my sunday school lesson, st valentine married people who the church thought wern't fit to marry, so they cut his heart out? if this is correct, then there's no better time to practice all those things i've wanted to try before i get too old and floppy, like..... homosexual love, and ....three...
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been working super hard this semester, school is kickin my ass, my "excellent" gpa seems to have taken a hiadus, only to be replaced with apathy and an overall lack of concern for my tuition fees. i've had three major examnes so far and i've only bother to check the grade on one and it wan't good....fooey 
storey:
I dont think Ill have the time or money to hitch up the west coast but that was a damn good idea. Ill probably end up going to oregon or washington or not. I dont know yet.
why yes dr. i have noticed a difference in my attiude. i feel like the little zoloft ball after the medication 
My parents are comming to visit today and were gonna have drinks and a good time. also theres a reggae band comming down from chicago
so happy i could pee
My parents are comming to visit today and were gonna have drinks and a good time. also theres a reggae band comming down from chicago
so happy i could pee
storey:
Ya, you do that.
good clean fun, yes thats what i had this weekend. now its time for school work, i do feel more focused and less bi-polary....
storey:
My fun this weekend was anything but clean. But it was extremley good. Glad you feel better.
i am currently working with my out patient therapy group to achive and maintain regularity......not that kind. i just take soluable fiber for that kind, i mean emotional regularity. last week i missed one session and they called to hunt me down. this week i maitained my meetings, and all is well. i don't know about feeling better but the medication seems to have kicked...
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this years birthday was the best in eons! firday night was bad but then i went out again saturday and mr.wounderful was out with his fiends and he must've seen me and my fine self cause the next day he was let me tak you out everywhere and let me give you all the really thoughtfull presents and flowers....which i loved. then he was talking...
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today my dad is comming to visit....
lastnight was bad, i made the misttake of trying to reach out to my roomate and try to bring joy and fun in her life, we went out to a couple of bars and then she was pretending to sleep at my bithday get together. this was a real drag for everyone else. so i told my friends...
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lastnight was bad, i made the misttake of trying to reach out to my roomate and try to bring joy and fun in her life, we went out to a couple of bars and then she was pretending to sleep at my bithday get together. this was a real drag for everyone else. so i told my friends...
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"jodie wears her hat even though it hasn't rained i three days".....
i've been with the same man type for over a year now, and tonight i was just realizing this when it occured to me that i used to like sex alot more than i do now, he didn't listen to me then and still doesn't. he calls me and tells me often of...
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i've been with the same man type for over a year now, and tonight i was just realizing this when it occured to me that i used to like sex alot more than i do now, he didn't listen to me then and still doesn't. he calls me and tells me often of...
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i never made it to the herbalist which is unfourtuneate because now i'm spending up to 9 hours on mty couch watching t.v. and ordering stuff from infomercials. so far i got a juicer, a skin care line and magic underware all of which are gareenteed to save my life................
how much longer dose this have to go on.
how much longer dose this have to go on.
yeah i have lived in chicago 3 times an mioved home everytime,home being where ever me an ex wife moved to,so yeah peoria sucks the life out of you, lots of bands play the east peoria legion hall,lots of good underground bands.so yeah,thats cool somthin to do on a friday night.but fuck all that i have sights on big city again an as soon a s my hell hole house is sold imoutta here.we should hook up an get buzzed!