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i do not like linguistics, i will not say them in my house, i will not say them while i'm soused. i hate this class...
anyone good with like phonetics and stuff cause i'm not feelin it.
yesterday i was all bijiggity and i had to give that presentation on bittermanioc processing, and...welll, needless to say it was all bad. no one had read the...
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akasnuggles:
wtf is a smart dog?
i'd imagine a healthy hot dog...but even at the thought of thinking of it makes my mind switch to contradiction mode, the Canton Little Giants pop in my head and i nearly vomit.
Little Giants? you must mean Normal Sized People, right?
I love phonetics...i think. what does that entail? maybe it's linguistics that i like.
i know i like words.
the dictionary is my fkn bible.
cyanide poisoning IS interesting...yr class didnt think so? college kids are weird...
No, yeah, the new pic is nifty and newit gots dat new pic smell, yo!

Jesus' Son rocks hard. If you didnt get it, you were expecting something. At the beginning, after the car accident, when the lady is screaming in the ER and FuckHead sez ...I've been looking for that ever since, or whatever, that's pretty much him saying he's looking for something real.
Something to hold on it.
And that's what the movie's about.
From the biker with The Chest Of Christ to the Mennonite Mermaid.

I need me a Slurpee, damnit.

If yr Queen Fkn Spender, i remain King Fkn Spender. Atleast in these parts and in this class-bracket.

The City Of Willows. I fucked up on that, i dont think i was supposed to say anything about it. Let alone dedicate a Journal Entry to it.
I think they wanna keep it secretlike all, ooooh, we're special and shitso yeah, you should join it too tongue
So in talking about it, i fucked up....and am liable to, like, a spanking or something.
Atleast that'll save me 20 duckets...if you know what i mean.
They said, It's a group about consciousness and fully realizing yourself as a human. If you like Crowley/Leary/Burroughs/Jung, etc. I'm sure you'll be into it.
unfortunately, i put all those authors down to sound intellectual and cool...eeer...Backfire. wink
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yeah, it was a rediculous amount of money, over 1k, not quite 2. but enough to get me wondering if i can pay my rent this month. this is the end result of reduced credit card spending, so i emptied my checking acount, and my uhhh "finances" will be cut short making a loan inevitable.

i feel like shite, like my insides were all choped...
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akasnuggles:
jeezum crow! ok, so yr not a pussy...
shite.....1000$?
you got a problem. i thought i had a spending problem, but noooo....yr king-fkn-spender...
eerrr....queen-fkn-spender, rather.

the non sleeping and sickness and bad dreams could be stress related, are you stressed.....beyond the excessive spending and classes...?

you got a noodle fetish or something?

"the only way to become a level 7 thyphoid master is to ABSTAIN"
thyphoid? like the fever?
what do i do about porn on the internet? i dont serch it out smile
i dont really have a porno problem, as such. although i have a rather extensive porno collection, it's more for variety...
really, that's why.
cos everyonce in a while i'm in a babysitter mood; everyonce in a while i'm in a milf mood.
Asians?
Mid-Eastern?
Trannies?
well, here's a joke: What's the difference between a Tranvestite and a Hermaphrodite?
A couple of drinks...duh-dum-bum.
seriously though, i prolly think about sex (normally) less than an hour a day.
wait...what was the question....? whatever
oooh, by "internet porn" do you mean SG? well, once you see a dude sucking off a trannie, its hard to get it up for tastefully done pictorials.
i come to SG for the community of it, the aestethic of the femmes and the...community...errr...

oh, yeah. peoria women are great...if yr into that sort of thing wink
my taste is a bit...different, if you get what i'm saying.
which you probably dont.
cos i'm being so cryptic, i dont even know...
akasnuggles:
oooh, yeah, i keep forgetting to make mention of yr new profile pic. super nice!
fantasy art is always cool! 'specially when there's a topless pixie-girl-thing.
i being facetious, btw...
maybe...the Bondage Faeries are cool, right?

it's impossible to feel like a grown up when yr listening to Marilyn Manson...or atleast a mature adult.
that has nothing to do with anything, it was a random thought i forgot to post in my journal.
have fun with it, it's a freebie.
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monday yeah.... frown
this weekend went way too fast. and i spent way too much money.
poop
akasnuggles:
how much did you spend?
if it's less than 200 bucks, yr a pussy.


pussy. tongue
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i'm not much of a rasta, but i dig ol bob and feel blessed to know his music. happy birthday to him love kiss love
so everybody get out your marley music and make a little homage to him, however you do it, dance, smoke, drink , and celebrate the ideas of one of the worlds greatest .
and
its the weekend, smile
b57913:
That crazy African herbsman!
akasnuggles:
good ol bob!
"stable nomadic chaos" yeah, that sounds about right.
every couple of years i think "Fuck this, i'm outta here. I have a tank o gas, i've got some duckets, i'm fucking gone. It's Canada way for me! Decriminalized marijuana, free health care, free education; Fuck America! i'm fucking gone!"
then i remember i dont like the cold.
or snow.
Then i'm like, "Fuck it, i'm going to the Marcus Islands! I love Japan! Video games, anime, manga! hell yeah! Fuck this, i'm out of here!"
or: "Fuck this, i'm going to France! I'm gonna reconnect with my herritage! i'm gonna be a snooty-america hating frog, and i'm gonna love it! I'm gonna mingle with Oliver Stone, Johnny Depp and Roman Polanski! Hell yeah! Fuck this place, i'm going to France!"
but then i realize that i dont speak the language.
and i'm poor.
and i dont wanna up and move to some exotic locale just to be a no-language-speaking, poor-assed-american.
a foreign wage-slave.
Chi-town, Philli, NY, all too crowded. I dont wanna go to a big city and become another poseur.
a lost poseur.
Cali's too hot. Too Califonia. Too image greedy.
Florida was a possibility. They have a great Film School there. Full Sail.
But it's too hot. Too many hurricanes.
and it's a spring break spot.
and after the move i wouldnt have enough money for a sniper rifle AND an apt.
and tuition.
so peoria's nice. not too cold, not too hot, some great locales.
not too crowded, not too polluted, not to hillbilly.
not too plastic.
i really do love peoria. at night i drive around and go "Man...i gotta film something there....that's gorgeous, the lights are fantastic!"
that sounds cheesy, i know. but i think you've been here too long, you've forgotten what this place really is.
like slug said, "This place isn't great for what it's got, but for what it dont." biggrin
have a very good bob weekend!
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when having a conversation about eugenics in a college atmosphere, i didn't expect to be the only one to know what the joy division was, i thought we could talk candidly about race and all the consequences that have acompanied it's construction. i fear for my unborn children.
no wait, fuck, these idiot fuckers aren't gettin there grubby hands on my genes...no i'll just take...
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akasnuggles:
i had to sit for 30 seconds, staring at the word "Eugenics," wondering what it was.
even though i have a dictionary not a foot away from my left hand.
finally i gave up and continued on to the rest of yr post.
then i hit Joy Division, here's a list of things, in order that popped in my head:
Ian Curtis
Ian Curtis' suicide
Atmosphere (the Joy Division song)
Atmosphere (the rapper)
SuicideGirls (the song by the rapper)
Suicide Girls (the site)
The Nazi Policy--Joy Division.
because when it comes down to it, i'm a ball of pop culture and nothing more...

i'm still lost on Eugenics, though. i see the word, i dig the context, but i dunno what it means.

you fear for your unborn children?
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i am in deeep poopy,
stupid computer won't let me access link for a presentation tomarrow on bitter manioc, stupid computer, all day dave spent working on it, all day i spent cussing and spitting at it, i even tried praying, somone please help me frown
i'm feakin out here.
i know, i'll just call dave at 12 in the evening and ask hime to access...
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akasnuggles:
too bad you dont have a genie! genies are good with that type of shit! they just wiggle their nose and shit, and poof! good as new.
that's how i paid for my sex change opperation--a genie.
.....and a liberal insurance plan wink

55$ back for taxes?! you sure you didnt fuck it up?
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ok boss time to rool in the dough, hey big spender are you ready for that fat tax return of .....
55$ WHAT THE FUCK eeek eeek eeek
well shit i guess i'll have to go back to selling plasma
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time to sleeeep EL SUICIDO LOCO
akasnuggles:
Breasts, i think, have been sexualized simply because of the nurturing factor involved. You dont have to be King Freud to know about the Oedipus Complex. Men sexualize the breasts because of some mommy complex.
Plain and simple. Atleast to me.
But it's odd, there's a statistic that says that men who are breast-fed are less sexually aggressive. But maybe that would explain about non-breast-fed men being overly sexual. They're trying to capture something that they never had. Violatit-fetish.
A feminist going on Girls Gone Wild? Did the propaganda of the GIRLS GONE WHILDGIRL POWER commercial get to her or something?
Girls Gone Wild...i cant understand why chicks do that. It's sad that they subscribe to such pointless displays of exploitation.
By exploitation i of course mean exploitation of men. Guy's will buy anything that has some slut showing their tits and other Goodies.
How else could one explain The Guy Game, The Man Show, MTV, etc.
Possible Lesbian Action? Shit dude! We Gotta Get That! We'll be kings of the frat house!
Some one get a keg.
Fucking losers.
Said the guy writing this on a porn site...
Girls Gone Wild...
Because 500$ and a t-shirt wont buy back yr dignity. Maybe it will...250$ for a gun, 85 cents for a bullet! There ya go!
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ok, now i can give my liver some much deserved time off. that girl i wanted to pop in the mouth turned out to be....nic..er . i still don't like her but for some reason, she bought me some shots and a good time was had by most. i still felt uncomfortable about the whole thing. shes supposed to be a feminist, which i guess...
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ok, i've been on a binger since my birthday, tonight is supposed to be my last night, were going to the psudo irish pub. and i get lots of drinks... smile yeah
but seriously, my little liver is dyin, i'll have to stock up on some milkthisle tea.... i think thats the one i want, or maybe it was red clover???i'll have to consult the ol...
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akasnuggles:
anyone ever told you that you might have a drinking problem? tongue

if i researched and cross-referenced all the drugs i'm taking, mapped out everything that i might take, inhale, consume, absorb anally, and shoot into my eyes...well....that would that the surprise out of the experience, now, wouldnt it?

...milkthisle.....? thisle? like prickley things? thistle is in my lexicon, but i dunno where i heard it from. but the next word my mind jumps directly to is whistle. so maybe it's a nursery rhyme or something.....whoops, off subject.
milkthisle? red clover? i KNEW you were a witch! i knew it!

...ok, told you that you had a drinking problem and lived?

i was actually about to call tonight when i remembered that i didnt have anything to say.....well, i didnt have anything to say....and doing a silly dance infront of the reciever when my call gets sent to your voicemail isnt......we'll just say constructive.
or logical.
or sane, really. bok (ever wonder what she's looking at?)