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is there any reason to get out of bed this morning...nope, think i'll sleep in. of course you can only sleep so much before your dreams get all wacky...
last night, it was thursday, i had told everyone that i would be joining them for the usual drinks at the pub, so when noone came, i was unpleasently surprised.

maybe i could work in my...
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akasnuggles:
sleeping eez goo-od fah-r yoo.

dont you just love it when a good plan falls apart?


come to normal, itll be fun
love to, too bad i get lost easily and am horrible with directions.
i'd actually have to go to and from with someone *hinthint* a couple times before i'd know where to go.
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pms is now in full swing, i kinda yelled at a class today,bad news bears
i'm trying to be very zen about this whole thing, theres a reason for everything, deep breaths and analyze the situation, think simple, don't get too excitable....what do you mean a rock paper scisors competion for who goes first for their presentation.
GOD DAMMINT some kid steped on my toe,...
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akasnuggles:
Menstural Huts.... eeek

maybe i could just sell my reproductive system... whats the market price anyway?
you might wanna watch for the overhead on that. i was watching a documentary about modern american eunichs the other day (entitled American Eunichs...) and this dude would lop some fella's balls off for...like...750$. i know that's a bit different from what yr talking about, but it's a starting price, no?
wildherb:
zen came from flying monkeys...if had some chocolate would you byte the head off the flying monkeys
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i'm going to buy a thigh master, this way my seahorsies don't turn into giraffes.
have to go to school today. this won't be fun... i seemed to have forgotten everything i learned all semester. all i want to do is work in my garden. how many mor weeks of classes, how many more papers and seminars... ugh!
maybe i'll get my bike fixed, i...
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akasnuggles:
i'm going to buy a thigh master, this way my seahorsies don't turn into giraffes.
inner or outer thighs?

how many more weeks of classes, how many more papers and seminars
seems endless? i fucking hate that feeling.

i have tickests to go see dave sedaris in april
right on, you deserve a break!

yeah, i'm pretty sure walken was in kangaroo jack. i think he played a mob guy or something. it seems like he's juast taking jobs these days for the paycheck, you know?

it sounds bad, but i'm not a caring person. that's not saying that i dont care, it's just saying...i dont like caring for someone. i dont like seeing people sick or in pain and i dont like feeling sorry for people (which, i might add, i do with an excess). like i said, if i do something with my father, i needs a mu-fuckin' buffer, yo!
but it's cool you and yr pops be getting along, g. even if he thinks yr a dude. wink tongue
akasnuggles:
i just realized that first one might be taken kinda pervy, ignore it if need be.
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so i don't especially like all that "emo stuff" because i'm old and incredibly un-hip. but i was rather impressed by the live preformance on austin city limits last night by the band bright eyes with several guest apearences by their friends. it was nice.

i keep trying to pay for stuff, i swear, this weekend i went to dinner with some friends saying i'd...
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propaganda4u:
You are insane! How are you taking 21 semester credits/hours? Are these all graduate level courses?
akasnuggles:
ate a whole jar of pickeled okra...pickled okra? you eat some weird shit, yo. i mean, battered and fried, okra can pass...seeds and all...but....pickled.......dude....sick.

i'm secure enough to say that pms freaks me out.

i'm the same way about paying for stuff. kinda. i dont like people to pay for my stuff is more like it.
i'm odd that way...boop
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cause if you can call yourself sisco and be a rapper, i wanna change my name to alazai.
akasnuggles:
alazai? i'm confused... explain?

the funniest rap moniker ever: Nelly. of course, this was unintentional.
(from dictionary.com)
Nelly-Used as a disparaging term for an effeminate homosexual man. ooops...

i do that whole offensive/sarcastic thing too...though i generally feel guilty afterwards and apologize.
unless i really dont like the person.
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last night i watched secertary, it was pretty hot.

i got some trash to do today, last night i wanted to go out, but we just watched movies, and chilled on the couch. tonight, i'm gonna go out, i'm gonna ask my friend sam if she wants to go to the pub with me, i have no idea how i'm gonna pay for this, i...
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akasnuggles:
if i were less of a cynical (cynical, not finical) asshole, i'd think the isuskanks.com thing not funny whatsoever. but as it is...i think its kinda humorous...kinda. anyone you know on the site? wink

yesyesyes, secretary is a very good, very hot movie.

lacking in funds? dress skankily, get yr name on isuskanks and you'll never have to pay for drinks again! ping-and-pong. tongue

i used to love goonies when i was younger, but i watched it again after 7years and it just doesnt stand up, you know? it's like that, i find, with most everything esle from my childhood. the sound design is just horrid... and the miami vice opening titles arent nearly as captivating as they were when i was 5.

"the woman is the nigger of the world"
never heard that before. i will quote it now often. when the situation dictates as such.

ping-...
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today is the symposium, this means i go and get "extra" credit for watching my friends propose their research...i love college. who knew it would be this easy? i also have to give a presentation on forensic anthropology.... in my research, i' came up with a good linguistic question that i'd love to find out... what is the meaning of the irish(?) tradition to "wake"...
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akasnuggles:
how were socialized to believe that girl on girl action is ok and doesn't make you gay, but guy on guy action does? in many latin and brazillian companies, your only gay if you the one on the bottom/ the reciver.
it's not just in latin and brazillian stuff, it's also here, in good ol middle america! J's had blowjobs from gay guys, D's had em too. i'm in the middle of reading Hell's Angels (by HST) and, in it, an HS is talking about getting blown by some gay dude. and not thinking there's anything gay about it.
but whatever. to each his own, i suppose. it's not my chance to pop their tiny safe bubble as of yet...but i'm waiting to.

aaah, cinemaphiles unite!
have you seen Dreamers yet? it takes place in, like 1930's Paris, cinemaphiles, and revolution? it's pretty badass.
and you get to see Micheal Pitt's pokey (but why'd he have the picture there...?).
Pieces of April rocks, i shoulda watched it with my Mum, she'd have dug it.
oh yeah, the realization i'm crazy, movies are't little pices of life reflected back at you, i read too much into them
whatcha mean by that? i think most people immediatly try and decide "who they are" in a film. those that cant are usually turned off by a film.

WTF does 'Piffy' mean? yr taking linguistics, yeah? you should know this shite.
Jim's lead a horrible life......you should cheer him up somehow tongue

i forgot to mention this yesterday, but:
i dig what you said in your last entry about having time to make a "solid" relationship. i fully understand this. as someone who's in a relationship that only allows the parties to communicate like 2-3 times a week, people working opposite shifts have to know that they can trust each other and all that other relationshite stuff.
2-3 times a week?! christ, dude--and what constitues communication?
that's gotta be a great testament to love, i'm telling ya.
my mother works first shift and my father, for a while there, worked 2nd. they saw each other for about an hour or two a day. that shit was tearing them apart.
so...shit. if you can keep it up, more power to ya! wink

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there was a huge discussion in my "race" class about what bravery is. and the little gi girl piped up "blah blah serving my county, blah a blah...dying for democracy". i wanted to walk over and smack her. not because i'm anti stupid, although i am, but because she weares her uniform once a month and and has never left the comfort of this, her...
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dangergirl:
you know...bravery it a lot like truth. It's a matter of what you are taught, how often ot it retaught, and whether or not one is given enough latitude to form their own opinions. it's all in the eye of the beholder and what they be holdin'.

I don't condoan the reich, or the holocaust or anything dealing with racism near or far. (i prefer to hate individuals for their own special reasons,) but the view askew of the axis powers' troops was that the were they were doing the right thing, because they were so overloaded with propaganda, that is what they believed to be true. thus when the allies (bravely facing almost certain death just storming the beach) finally attacked in normandy, i am sure that the german troops felt they were being brave for the fatherland.

i think of it a little bit like george orwell's depiction of the thought police in 1984. They felt they were doing what was necessary to protect the way of life. Most people were so saturated by the threat of BIG BROTHER IS WATHCING YOU, that they didn't realize they had the gift of choice and of free thought. But the ones who did, the thought criminals who tried to expose the war between east eurasia and oceania as a propagandized profiteering venture by their own government felt they were being brave by risking their lives to fight big brother in the name if what was true.

On a smaller scale, bravery can be as simple as stopping an unfair fight to help someone at the risk of getting injured yourself, or.... better yet, a small child braving the darkness of his or her room on the first night without the night light.

tell that one to gi pippi. smile
akasnuggles:
then some guy piped in about white superemecy and that view being challenged, and if that made neo hate mongers brave
lol odd as it sounds, i've never thought of that. i wonder if that's true. one of my universal truths used to be that Knowledge Negates Hate--this was torn to shreds when i began working at the place i work at and heard "intelligent" folk say some pretty fucked-up racist shit.
i've often thought that, you know, what if i'm wrong with all the shit i think. Obviously racists and gay-bashers thing--KNOW--they're right. Religious people KNOW they're right. i mean, maybe i'm wrong, maybe they're right.
as much as i HATE to think that, as much as it sickens me and brings me to tears, i have to consider that. I have to admit that maybe there is a "God" and that evolution is a con, that homosexuality is a sin, and that i might burn in hell for even questioning it all.
does it make make hate-monger's brave to have their views questioned and to stick to their respective guns? hell no, it makes them even fucking stupider (noting like a non-word to screech a good ol rant to a hault) for not looking at shit, at life, LOGICALLY.
Fucking tools, hillbillies et al.
to break the tension, S and i have a thing where we call people by the wrong racial slurs. or just dismiss a race all together:
ME: Dude, that's bullshit. The "Japanese" dont exist, they're a myth. Like unicorns and the cyclops.
S: And the Irish.
ME: Dont get me started on the fucking Irish...
S: Yeah, fucking krauts.
i have no idea where i'm going with this...

(RANDOM THOUGHT:My Chemical Romance sucks live)
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okso back to school... i donwannago. i didn't get anything done over break, i did however watch two specials on pbs that were educational... does that count? one was on chaco canyon. this is good, now i don't have to read the book right? the other one was this really cool explanation of the evolution of man....done survivor style. guess what homo sapien sapien wins...duh....
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akasnuggles:
interact with each other as if on the way to work in the forrest, they gave a nod at each other to say "sup yo".
lol like the sheep dogs and wolves in that loony tunes cartoon?
wait...prolly nothing like that. it sucks that the whole of my work experience can be boiled down to a loony tunes reference...damnit.

<Jolly Rancers> dude, i got high once before work and went on a jolly rancher raid. Cheri didnt know what hit her.
unfortunately, halfway thru the "day" someone got sick and bailed, me and J had to pick up the rest of the work. completely killed a nice buzz...fucker.

skink, eh? i was wondering about that. i googles Lizards and anything with a 'INK' or a "G" in it...got nothing. 'cept the Gila monster...which i doubt was what you were talking about.
so, yeah, skink. i'll sleep better tonite knowing that wink

yr back in class already? dude, i remember spring break being...like...three months lo--nevermind, that was summer break...bleh.

oh, see all taylor mali entries who dat, yo?

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i forgot to get up this morning, i had stayed out waaaaay too late last night, and so when i got a call this morning, i disregarded it and layed back down in bed....several seconds later, it hit me...oh fuck, i have to go get the stuff and the stuff n stuff, i didn't know where it was, but i remembered it was on jersey...
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propaganda4u:
It sucks when you realize that the person you think is cool is really not. I hate that; looking up to someone, then realizing that they aren't all they initially present themselves to be.

Gink-Blow
Ginkgo-Blowba
akasnuggles:
i like to write bad poetry, i even have a book on it....its not any good
Ooooh! bu-dum-bum! lol wink

my only other option would to be to have no phone and i'm just not that beat.
you know what Uncle Jack said, If you own a rug, you own too much. you poseur tongue