so i go to class, my womens studies class, and i laugh to myself, cause were going over white privilage, and its kinda funny to me, cause i have a very sick and twisted sence of humor, i could explain but then i'd just sound like a bigot, then after school i try to thank a girl who i think is e-mailing me to give the stuff i missed in class on thursday, I've talked to her briefly on wednesday, and have e-mailed her several times last week, only its the worng girl, I mistook her for the other girl who happens to be white also, you see where this is going, boy did i feel bad, but i still think its kinda funny...sorta.ok, like alot
so the i ask joe if i can borrow his vcr (i only have a dvd player) to watch the movie i missed on thursday, its about raising consiousness about white supremecy... then joe tells me how he had to borrow jose's shirt at work and someone called him a "fucking mexican" ohmigod, i was on the floor, this was very funny to me, then i realized my very white friend joe, was serious and i invalidated his humiliation... which was twisted and laughable all at once.
ha!
only a week and three days of women's studies left, and only three weeks of agriculture... thank god an baby jesus!!!!
i gots to finsih my homework.

so the i ask joe if i can borrow his vcr (i only have a dvd player) to watch the movie i missed on thursday, its about raising consiousness about white supremecy... then joe tells me how he had to borrow jose's shirt at work and someone called him a "fucking mexican" ohmigod, i was on the floor, this was very funny to me, then i realized my very white friend joe, was serious and i invalidated his humiliation... which was twisted and laughable all at once.
ha!
only a week and three days of women's studies left, and only three weeks of agriculture... thank god an baby jesus!!!!
i gots to finsih my homework.
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I know the feeling of going completely off my noodle. I think I moved beyond that to the point where I really dont give a shit anymore.
Start reading more existentialist writers. It wont help, but will strangely make you feel more powerful and in control of the lack of control.