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phoolsfire

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Thursday May 12, 2005

May 12, 2005
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i feel kinda like i've been duped, like the last few years, i've forgotten what its like to laove all the things that i used to love, as a result, i find out pices of information relating to what i thought i loved, only to be disapointed...? does that even make sense?
i feel kinda like i gave up all the useless coolness that used to reside in my brain. now i get excited over the slightest bit of anything that resembles what i had before...

i think my brain just turened to mush.... that must be it, i finished my last final today, when i turned it in, i was the last person in the room, so for whatever reason, the teacher wanted to make small talk about my summer plans, blah blah... all i could do was stand there and switch my weight back and forth, i couldn't even answer questions like, so..."ou what field school are you going to this summer?", my brain was numb...


up, gotta go, simpsons is on.
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propaganda4u:
I can understand that. The past year I have forgotten who the hell I was. When I try to go back to old things, they are not the same as before. They are either really cool, or I realize they suck.
May 13, 2005
akasnuggles:
i was never "cool" as much as i was "spiffy" therefore i havent the slightest what yr talking about. Spiffyness never dies or fades away--you never lose it.
spiffyness is amorphous. in ten years, maybe, i'll progress up to Nifty... boy, that'll be a treat.

just rest in the fact that Cool isnt Cool anymore, youve progressed past that and are now... i dunno, give yrself a name wink
May 13, 2005

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