soooo cold!!!
i turned the heat up to 80, i know thats gonna suck when i cant pay the gas, and, they don't take credit. fuck, its cold.
i had one of my midterms today, it sucked balls, great hairy, stinky, sweaty balls!
and tomarrow i have a midterm that should be easy only the teacher hates my guts and her husband (also a proff in my dept) thinks i'm an idiot. sooo that probally won't go so well.
and i figured out why i'm grouchy as hell when i come home at the end of a day, aside from working my ass off all day, its got to do with my nasty new chemical dependency on caffine. i swear, i never touched the stuff before school. now i have a huge 24oz cup every day at like 330 cause i get the mid-day blood sugar dip, and i don't get my nap which makes me extra grouchy.
I need to find a new sustitute for coffee, maybe i should take up smoking again. i'd be such a hypocryte,.. i mean more than usual. " i quite after nine years, if i can do it...blah blah blah."
"oh gimme gimme gimme, i need i need, i'm not a slacker, i'm takin the baby steps"
somebody kick my ass please.
i turned the heat up to 80, i know thats gonna suck when i cant pay the gas, and, they don't take credit. fuck, its cold.
i had one of my midterms today, it sucked balls, great hairy, stinky, sweaty balls!
and tomarrow i have a midterm that should be easy only the teacher hates my guts and her husband (also a proff in my dept) thinks i'm an idiot. sooo that probally won't go so well.
and i figured out why i'm grouchy as hell when i come home at the end of a day, aside from working my ass off all day, its got to do with my nasty new chemical dependency on caffine. i swear, i never touched the stuff before school. now i have a huge 24oz cup every day at like 330 cause i get the mid-day blood sugar dip, and i don't get my nap which makes me extra grouchy.
I need to find a new sustitute for coffee, maybe i should take up smoking again. i'd be such a hypocryte,.. i mean more than usual. " i quite after nine years, if i can do it...blah blah blah."
"oh gimme gimme gimme, i need i need, i'm not a slacker, i'm takin the baby steps"
somebody kick my ass please.
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drop to a 16 oz of dark roast and eat an egg and some meat in the morning... have a salad and meat at lunch... more than just a bite or two and then and apple and a SMALL cup of joe at the mid afternoon crash eat a heathy dinner. do this for a week. remember switch to dark dark roast.
Or learn the art of self pleasuring... and do that alot... it helps. ~.^