yeah, it was a rediculous amount of money, over 1k, not quite 2. but enough to get me wondering if i can pay my rent this month. this is the end result of reduced credit card spending, so i emptied my checking acount, and my uhhh "finances" will be cut short making a loan inevitable.
i feel like shite, like my insides were all choped up and stirfried while i was sleeping, then poured back into my gut.
the good news is i've aquired some sort of insomnia, where i sleep for only like three hours and seem to be ok with that. however, i keep having baad dreams, like dead baby bad. not good.
why do i have to read all this trashy trash for school and the stuff i want to read is, for whatever reason not on the curriculum (?). theres this whole sexist thingy going on in my linguistics class about how men and women communicate on levels of competitveness. its garbage if you ask me,
why are no thai food resturants open before 4pm. whats that all about? i drive all the way to springfield, to check out this "magic kitchen" not joking, thats what its called, and it doesn't open till like 6pm, so i drive all over springfield looking or other thai food places, we don't have any in bloomington, and the earliest is open at 4, it was only 130, and i had to be back by 3 so i got no noodles.
ok, i guess i've wasted enough time before i get my lazy butt in the shower, and off to school in the freezing drizzle yeah
i feel like shite, like my insides were all choped up and stirfried while i was sleeping, then poured back into my gut.
the good news is i've aquired some sort of insomnia, where i sleep for only like three hours and seem to be ok with that. however, i keep having baad dreams, like dead baby bad. not good.
why do i have to read all this trashy trash for school and the stuff i want to read is, for whatever reason not on the curriculum (?). theres this whole sexist thingy going on in my linguistics class about how men and women communicate on levels of competitveness. its garbage if you ask me,
why are no thai food resturants open before 4pm. whats that all about? i drive all the way to springfield, to check out this "magic kitchen" not joking, thats what its called, and it doesn't open till like 6pm, so i drive all over springfield looking or other thai food places, we don't have any in bloomington, and the earliest is open at 4, it was only 130, and i had to be back by 3 so i got no noodles.
ok, i guess i've wasted enough time before i get my lazy butt in the shower, and off to school in the freezing drizzle yeah

shite.....1000$?
you got a problem. i thought i had a spending problem, but noooo....yr king-fkn-spender...
eerrr....queen-fkn-spender, rather.
the non sleeping and sickness and bad dreams could be stress related, are you stressed.....beyond the excessive spending and classes...?
you got a noodle fetish or something?
"the only way to become a level 7 thyphoid master is to ABSTAIN"
thyphoid? like the fever?
what do i do about porn on the internet? i dont serch it out
i dont really have a porno problem, as such. although i have a rather extensive porno collection, it's more for variety...
really, that's why.
cos everyonce in a while i'm in a babysitter mood; everyonce in a while i'm in a milf mood.
Asians?
Mid-Eastern?
Trannies?
well, here's a joke: What's the difference between a Tranvestite and a Hermaphrodite?
A couple of drinks...duh-dum-bum.
seriously though, i prolly think about sex (normally) less than an hour a day.
wait...what was the question....?
oooh, by "internet porn" do you mean SG? well, once you see a dude sucking off a trannie, its hard to get it up for tastefully done pictorials.
i come to SG for the community of it, the aestethic of the femmes and the...community...errr...
oh, yeah. peoria women are great...if yr into that sort of thing
my taste is a bit...different, if you get what i'm saying.
which you probably dont.
cos i'm being so cryptic, i dont even know...
fantasy art is always cool! 'specially when there's a topless pixie-girl-thing.
i being facetious, btw...
maybe...the Bondage Faeries are cool, right?
it's impossible to feel like a grown up when yr listening to Marilyn Manson...or atleast a mature adult.
that has nothing to do with anything, it was a random thought i forgot to post in my journal.
have fun with it, it's a freebie.