phoolsfire

i'm a little poor again as usual and thought it would be a good idea to walk... (no gas) up the university to see if the paychecks came in.... they did not they woun't be in till next monday, sooooo i will clean out the old closet,
and walking in the rain is romantic, but not when its 34 degrees out, then its fucking stupid and cold
and i forgot to look for books on tcm (traditional chinese medicine)... does anyone know how to remove chronic damp.... it sounds alot more disgusting than it really is...maybe

i said to myself i would call prairie today, i just have to find the right feeling, and time and junk and stuff i don't know i feel a little weird. maybe i could just email here again.
god i'm such a pussy. i know ill emial her pictures. she might like that. its so much easier than trying to talk about stuff. on the phone... awkard silence.. both trying to speak at the same time... paranoid detection of condesention in the voice.. i don't think i can do it... nope