phoolsfire

i've gone mad....stark raving mad.
in my dream, i pushed my lover down the stairs and and he was all blck an blue and ugly and so my sister put him in the deep freeze in the basement, only he wasn't dead. so then i spent the next like forever trying to get out of the basement an to the hospital and i felt so bad and i kept thinking, i killed him it was myfault, if only he had agreed with me i wouln't have had to lock him in the attic and beatten him. i woulnd't have pushed him down the stairs, it was craziness.....
i sleep way too much, its like almost five and i ust got up.