today i will get out of bed!!! i have been sleeping way too much i'm like one of those frogs that submerges for the winter, but i get to leave for the southwest on thursday.
i stil feel grossly inadequite. i attended a "party" the other night and while every one else was able to laugh and have fun i just felt awkard and out of place. i can't wait for the manic phase to return
holiday hometime is comming up and that means.....good food and anoying relatives, but fun and a feeling of acceptance.

i stil feel grossly inadequite. i attended a "party" the other night and while every one else was able to laugh and have fun i just felt awkard and out of place. i can't wait for the manic phase to return

As for the memory.......When I was about 10 My family hid all of the kids presents in the house and gave us clues in riddle form as to the whereabouts of the gifts. It was great, and a fun time was had by all.