phoolsfire

change...cahnge is bad.....we fear change....

i didn't understand all the fancy new getup and hoopslap but anywho.
tomarrow night i get to go see a sam shepard play, yeah. i wish i had the same group of friends i had a few years ago.. i know i'm livin in the past, sometimes i still check the surff report, like i did in hawaii. memories...but seriously, i need to try to focus on the positive things, like, now i live where my rent is laughably cheap, and i get all four seasons. pluse.....comn, comon,...think good things about lovely normal il. its only 2 hours away from Chicago. I'm gonna be ok... just say it loud enough and it will be. you know its bad whenthey play that jimmy eat world song about how everythings gonna be alright, and i get the feeling that pop song was made for me. i think this is a new level of weak