today wasn't particularly special, but nothing that would make me feel too yucky has happened, at least not yet, i still have work latter on at 6-9. i have to do all the usual stuff one does on a monday. how did i get here, how am i already part of the rat race, i don't remember singing up. maybe ill join some sort of cult or try to develop some new type of nerousi, neurosis, (what is the plural). anything to break the hum drum life of this giant subburb.
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oh...the plural your looking for is neuroses.
sorry for the double post, cant figure out how to delete it.
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was i fondled inappopriately as a child . . nope
was i beaten. . nope
emotionally lacking. . maybe. .but not really
and i can't think of a goddamn reason why i should feel this way.
i've created jobs where none existed before, i've been grotesquely (?) lucky , considering my behavior in the past , that i'm still alive. and i've finally decided to dole out drugs (legally) to those in need of medication for a living. . it's my little way of 'helping', without really helping.
what i'm talking about ? i'm not sure, but somehow, it has something to do with your monday.