phoolsfire

sexual rejection is always a big slap in the face, but thats ok, i have batteries. i guess its just that i was too presuptious in my thoughts of the course of action( you go to a movie, you go out ot dinner, you watch t.v. then you have sex then someone goes home) im not a good girl, i don't like to cuddle or have pillow talk. i'm a little too detached for that. i guess thats why i have such a hard time with non physical intimacy. i know its possible to have intercourse with no intimacy. but why is it so hard to have intimacy with no intercourse. does that makes sense?When its someone youv'e been with before, and then all of a sudden they want to maintain emotional intimacy, but not have sex with you, why is it so hard to swallow that physical rejection? i 'm soo confused. i feel so out of it today.
yesterday i got my car fixed, and then went to the theatre. i saw Amadeus. i've seen it before and its one of my favorites. it was good.