phoolsfire

it must be easy for people who know what they want in life, they set these goals and then they take the prescribed path and then at the end of the path they get to be lawyer with spouses and children and the great american dream. what do the people who know what they want but theres no prescribed path for that particular life space do? Like if I wanted to become an eccentric art collector.. do i just move to the east villiage and become a lesbian and then thats it, ill be an art collector. what is the means of transportation for someone who wants material comfort and intellectual enlightenment, or are those things too contradictory. what if all i wanted was to open my own meat shop, and be the head butcher. or if i wanted to become a rastafarian, or a priest. these are all very real personas that can occasionally be ascribed an income. do i have to get a guitar, and change my name to something with silent letters? how do i get to the next place in my life? how long can some one go on in samuri state. i wake up every morning with my sword and walk my section of the earth with no sence of belonging. no nitch. thats the next level on my hierarchy of needs right. so were is it. how long do i have to stay at this place before i get somewhere else!