i've made several mistakes in my life, the most obvious being deciding to move back to illinois from Hawaii. this was done, i told myself in persuit of a higer education, and the lower cost of living. alas the education i'm reciving is makeing me feel like a chump, remedial math, basic writing, all the stupid gooey gen-eds. and as far as cost of living, i'm now in the hole about 3grand, which i guess could be worse, but i'v only lived here for one year, so by the time i compleate my edu. i'll be stripping for groceries. my classes got cancelled today on acout of the public college policy of having drunken grad studens teach the undergrads. so i'v decided to do more things i like. i will go to the book store, and the library again, and i will find as many things with the word anthropology in it to help solidify in my head that this is waht i really want to do with my life.

it's gonna work out for you in the long run.
and if not , i'm saving my food stamps for when your start your stripping career!
plus. . i have a house that i'm leaving extra bedrooms for , for my friends that did everything they were supposed to in order to have a real life,, and it still didn't work. .
seriously though, you'll be ok. .
i'm actually sending you some positive energy right now. . i don't have much , it lasted like 7 seconds. . i hope it helped. .