today i found a plastic purple and blue tiger squeaky toy and a blue drinking glass. i find things all the time. i have some compulsion that makes me stop and pick them up. everything from used makeup to small welding projects. i feel so lucky, its like a little present just for me.i particularly like to find broken pieces of things. i have a magnifying glass with a broken lens, and a waterlogged watch face. i dont think there pieces of art, but just broke pieces of something someone owned. its friday, its makes me feel yucky. i don't mind being by myself, but things are so much better when you can share them. tonight i think ill go see a movie.or maybe ill jsut rent one and get some hootch to fire down. i'm one of those secluded drinkers who goes into the kitchen to make cookies and comes out three hours later with flour in my hair and smelling of bourbon 