Friday Nov 14, 2003

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today is friday, i shouldn't have eaten pizza for luch, how do you make that yucky feeling of ingesting too much cheese and bread go away. i'm supposed to have a hot date tonight, but i secretly think he dislikes me and sees me mostly out of habbit than out of intrest. but its still nice not to have to go alone to the movies.
mikael:
alcohol works for me. Numbs the stomach area. Coffee and water will help flush you out.

Thursday Nov 13, 2003

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horrible nigthmare, they seem to be getting worse. this makes it hard for me to sleep. i think i'm going insane. dad always said you let yourself have nightmares, you just tell yourself not to have them, then they will go away, this one involved a wedding, and me digging a grave, my sister was standing outside the grave yelling and then i looked up...
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storey:
Do something about this now. Dont wait and hope it clears up. Try everything until something works. This is the best advice that i can give you. I only say this because ive had nothing but nightmares for the past 3 years and it only gets worse. I dont want you to have to go through the crap that I have to put up with. I only sleep for 2 or 3 hours at a time becuase of my dreams. They always end up with me being killed in some way, shape, or form. Im sorry i dont have anymore suggestions since i cant even help myself in this matter. I hope you feel better.
mikael:
Analyze the meanings. Take the frightening images as metaphor, not fact. That way fear shouldn't enter in to it.

Wednesday Nov 12, 2003

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today is wednessday, i feel yucy, i have to take geology over again, but thats ok, sometimes, you have to take a class four times just to get a credit. i wish this part of my life would be done with, and i could be in some other part, this thought in itself is very amusing, but i'm not laughing. this whole perdiciment would be...
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storey:
Know that you are not alone in this feeling. For my mental state has become comprable to the sound of an aluminum rake being draged across an iron plate........or possibly the taste that you experience when you chew on tin foil.

Tuesday Nov 11, 2003

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i was right, yesterday was bad, i didn't have enough time to walk to school, so i decided to drive and park illeagally, which resulted in the longest day in the history of the world ever, (i'm so dramatic). i found a ride to the comapany that toedmy car and payed the fine, but my ride had droped me off thinking that my car would...
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googused:
http://chalkhills.org/

listen and learn...

Who's afraid of Virginia Woolf is not about bad relationships. It is about young love and old love and the passion that fuels both. Watch again and don't think about you... think about them. There lies true love - games and all.



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coconono:
actually I'm not a big Peaches fan. Their stuff is mostly shock value and no substance. as for the Moldy Peaches:

they fucking rock. hands down.


and thanks for sending the rain my way

*grumbles about down radio towers* wink

Monday Nov 10, 2003

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days like this i miss hawaii sooooo much. its cold, i don't have a parking pass, so i have to walk to school. i can see what the h1 highway looks like, i can smell the plumeria. i feel like one of those people in the royal carribian cruse commercials, trying to reacclimate to this shitty midwest life. ARRR!!!
helm:
I like the midwest, but than I've spend 99% of my life here. It tends to get really cold though.

Just curious, why would you leave Hawaii to go to school in IL? I think I'd have stuck with Hawaii, or at least SoCal.
storey:
Its beginning to get cold here but thats a good thing cuz i like winter. I guess i'm lucky since my school has free parking. But the downside is that you have to get to school really early or you dont get a spot.

I too share koolaids curiosity. Why did you leave? Are you on the run perhaps?

Sunday Nov 09, 2003

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today was not good. i had lots of fun and hung out with my super cool cousin and watched the game at my uncles.

i used to collect fetish comics, like bitch in heat, well i have most of the bondage faries collection, but i was missing a few, and then today, i went to a shope i'd never been to before and found some...
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helm:
You can definitely half ass your way through college.

Bondage Fairies always frightened me. Fairies having sex with animals and whatever else is really, really disturbing.
hornitos:
one time i bought a comic book that was in a black plastic bag. .
with no information on it. it turned out to be some chix w/ dicks thing called 'black kiss' i think. . but i liked it so i bought another one. . i wonder where those are and if my son has seen them going through all my comic books! i've probably said this before but i used to think i had a motel room fetish. . but then i realized. .i was just homeless

Saturday Nov 08, 2003

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oh day glorious day smile
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helm:
Someone's having a good day.
hornitos:
rock and roll!

i insist you let me know when you come to california and we can meet and you can shake my cold, cold hands.
hehehe . .
robot

Friday Nov 07, 2003

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yeah, don't go see the new matrix film, unless you're ready to leave the theatre kicking youself for the recockulous amount of money you paied to see such yuckiness.

today i took another test in the class that continues to kick my ass. so well see when grades get posted who badly i did on this one. some things were ment to be, the inevitable...
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Thursday Nov 06, 2003

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today went alot better than i anticipated, i expected to be belittleded and rebuffed about all my ideas, instead i was encouraged and praised, for once not everyone in the establishment is gunning for me. smile
helm:
Praise be to all that is holy, the work week's almost over!

Congrats on having a respectful place to be. I can't say I always get that.

Wednesday Nov 05, 2003

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work work work.... eeek
i just got home and am no won my way to a tutorial session, its so much fun because the girl i help doesn't speak english very well, and she says things to incourporate dirty words all the time. i know she does it on purpose, which is funny becayse she is an older woman. she also says the most inaproiate things...
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hornitos:
so what's her native tongue?
that reminds me of when i used to work at this bakery, and this one guy from some eastern-bloc country used to come in everyday to buy a baquette. well he had exceptionally long fingernails and everytime i'd hand him his bread, he'd stab me with 'em. . mad
so it finally got to the point where i'd actually throw his bread on the counter so he wouldn't be able to dig his fingernails into me. . i hated that guy.
i've actually been talkin' out loud about the fact that i haven't had prime rib lately. . true!
btw , i told my mom i might have a friend visiting and she might need a place to stay for awhile. .
and she says "what's her name?"
and i said "phoolsfire!"
and then she looked at me like she was wishing she was playing bingo at that very moment. .

biggrin

Monday Nov 03, 2003

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today, i got a pay check, i'm so happy and ill no longer get nasty letters in the mail smile and i can buy stuff i don't need. pluse i got invited to see that matrix movie on wednessday. i hope it doesn't suck!!!!
storey:
Living in a town called Normal isnt so bad. It could be worse. You could live in Bill, Wyoming, population:3. The town is just a gas station and a post office where the Bill family lives.
helm:
Thanx for the lovely example of webby comics....

Paychecks are nice. I'm using mine to buy a new TV. Go figure.

Sunday Nov 02, 2003

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today is sunday, i will do my work, i will go to the library. this weekend was so much bette than i thought it would be, i met up with some friends friday night, and went to see a movie. and last night , i enjoyed a bottle of hootch and the company of my friend, and a good movie. it was with time roth...
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helm:
My tv is broken. Luckily I have some tasty Smirnoff Ice to keep me company tonight...

Ah... the adventure!
quinn:
i've heard of that thing....maybe i should try it out

i have a couple friends in the bloomington normal area. next time we're up there hangin out i should look you up.

my liver is angry at me for all the libations i consumed last night so i'm drinkin water like crazy and trying to recuperate for work tomorrow.

next weekend is my sisters wedding (thank god)....i'm actually kind of excited for it even though the last few weeks i can barely stand to be around her...but that will be another night of debaucherous drunken fun. i've actually thought about trying to chill on the alcohol for a while.



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