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"jodie wears her hat even though it hasn't rained i three days".....

i've been with the same man type for over a year now, and tonight i was just realizing this when it occured to me that i used to like sex alot more than i do now, he didn't listen to me then and still doesn't. he calls me and tells me often of...
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i never made it to the herbalist which is unfourtuneate because now i'm spending up to 9 hours on mty couch watching t.v. and ordering stuff from infomercials. so far i got a juicer, a skin care line and magic underware all of which are gareenteed to save my life................
how much longer dose this have to go on.

insomnia has caught me again. i'm facinated by infomercials. i like the one for the male penis enhancement, its funny. i also like the one for the womens super pants garenteed to take off 30lbs without going to the gym or dieting. i also love the jon clese cordless vacume. its hilarious!!!today i got to play personal shopper for the roomate i like. it was...
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i've gone mad....stark raving mad.
in my dream, i pushed my lover down the stairs and and he was all blck an blue and ugly and so my sister put him in the deep freeze in the basement, only he wasn't dead. so then i spent the next like forever trying to get out of the basement an to the hospital and i felt so...
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school is fun...school is fun...school is fun... just keep telling yourself that.
i need to start saving money, but i have no idea how to do that. i know it has something to do with a savings account, but if you have money, why would you save it, you could die before you get a chance to spend it.

look ten years younger and feel sooo much better....DIVORCE!!
Mr. wounderful keeps asking me under what conditions i might marry someone, i've been thinking about this for days.. i can remember a better time when all i wanted was minivan and a leadership position on the PTA. aaahh, simplertimes. now in order for me to take the preverbial plung i would need subservance, unconditional devotion,...
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a nice day today, i went to the insitiute and realized there are people with far worse problems than my own, for this i am greatfull. i only stay for a few hours a day. so when i was done, i decied to do some nice thinges for myself. i went to the salon and then ran around and did fun stuff. i'm gonna take...
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i made swanky dinner reservations, and wanted to take in a show but i don't think thers any thing patricualrly good playing. i already saw big fish, it was awsome, i was thinking about the house of sand and fog, but it looks confrontational and thus might not be the most benifical thing to watch.
maube i ll go see a planeterium show

today i will go to my newly joined club, a sort of networking bullshit type thingy, i figured i need help. aa is not cutting it while filling out the apilcation the lady kept asking me if i had any friends here i could count on for help, when i told her my colsest friends were fmily and lived a whiles away, she seemed shocked,...
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the trip was awesome, i saw the grand canyon and then i went to vegas for newyears and i married britany spears(just kidding) but i was there. i went to santa fe and albequreque. i learned how to make indian pottery and about the opression of a nation. all in all it was fun AND educational.
i also learned that my man type an i...
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i just got back and i feel tired. i feel kinda yucky too, too much road food. anywho. must sleep

i love celebrating the birth of santa,
so tired must sleep. leaving tomarrow for road trip