The obligatory SG update.
I updated my profile info a little too, it was kind of old.
Quinne is gorgeous.
Life is good. Despite the fact that I just ended a 5-year relationship on Christmas day, which you'd think would break me down a little more than it actually has...I think I'm making good decisions for a change. Having some time to be single and think about what I want after 5 years of thinking about what he wanted makes me feel more myself, and I've picked up some things that were part of the old me that never should have changed and put down some things about the new me that never should have been.
Hope everyone's Christmas was good. I hate Christmas. I hate the holidays. It's never been a good time for me. I've had a history of being really burned during the holidays. When I was 15, I found out a close friend was doing some heavy duty drugs in December. When I was 16, I found out my best friend and the guy I thought I loved were having an affair in December. When I was 17, the new guy I was seeing broke up with me in November. And this year, that new guy, who I had gotten together with, ruined my 21st birthday and then on Christmas I ended it. So add that to the fact that I'm really not crazy about having a million people over my house all the time, which seems to happen during the holidays, and I could stand to skip Christmas.
But I did apologize to two old friends and rekindle a very old, very dear friendship. And I did get a 30 GB Video IPod. So all in all, I mark this Christmas for the winning side rather than the losing.
I'm really pretty happy. I haven't felt like I've climbed out of the hole and seen the sunshine for awhile. I think I'm going to quit smoking up. I only have 25 credits total left at MSU before I graduate.
I feel so hopeful. Hope is wonderful.
I love you all!!!
I updated my profile info a little too, it was kind of old.
Quinne is gorgeous.
Life is good. Despite the fact that I just ended a 5-year relationship on Christmas day, which you'd think would break me down a little more than it actually has...I think I'm making good decisions for a change. Having some time to be single and think about what I want after 5 years of thinking about what he wanted makes me feel more myself, and I've picked up some things that were part of the old me that never should have changed and put down some things about the new me that never should have been.
Hope everyone's Christmas was good. I hate Christmas. I hate the holidays. It's never been a good time for me. I've had a history of being really burned during the holidays. When I was 15, I found out a close friend was doing some heavy duty drugs in December. When I was 16, I found out my best friend and the guy I thought I loved were having an affair in December. When I was 17, the new guy I was seeing broke up with me in November. And this year, that new guy, who I had gotten together with, ruined my 21st birthday and then on Christmas I ended it. So add that to the fact that I'm really not crazy about having a million people over my house all the time, which seems to happen during the holidays, and I could stand to skip Christmas.
But I did apologize to two old friends and rekindle a very old, very dear friendship. And I did get a 30 GB Video IPod. So all in all, I mark this Christmas for the winning side rather than the losing.
I'm really pretty happy. I haven't felt like I've climbed out of the hole and seen the sunshine for awhile. I think I'm going to quit smoking up. I only have 25 credits total left at MSU before I graduate.
I feel so hopeful. Hope is wonderful.
I love you all!!!
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my brother got an ipod like thing christmas morning and the dog ate the head phones before lunch