eg, I find myself ill at ease and stress overwhelms me, these 35 hour stretches without being able to sleep are unhealthy... stress in general is, but what can ya do? oh well... c'est la vie mais je ne sais pas pourquoi
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work 
so... yeah... got a new webcam... that's about it... um... hi... 
lay me down, the lie will unfurl, lay me down to crawl... I'm on a placebo kick yet again, I will get their albums when I get my next check most definitely... or at least see if I can get in touch with this buttmonkey I know and get copies of his... either or,...
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lay me down, the lie will unfurl, lay me down to crawl... I'm on a placebo kick yet again, I will get their albums when I get my next check most definitely... or at least see if I can get in touch with this buttmonkey I know and get copies of his... either or,...
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All your metal armor drags me down... anyways I got in a fight with yet another person today... seems like it's beginning to become my forte, I get stressed, someone says or does something to infuriate me, I go off on them, etc... well this time it was someone who I hung out with the first two years of college and such (had classes together)...
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Yup...it's time to get away....atleast for me..you just missed me last night w/ the email...I woulda talked your ear off....so...prolly good for you....so I'm takin' it out on you now. 
Sorry everything that can go wrong is goin' wrong....I'm sure you're tired of hearing how it'll all work itself out eventually. Oh hey...and if you find yourself in Fort Lauderdale..stay away from Murphy's Law...that bar just sux ass...well...unless you like drunk girls dancin on the bar...oh..nevermind..later 
Yup...it's time to get away....atleast for me..you just missed me last night w/ the email...I woulda talked your ear off....so...prolly good for you....so I'm takin' it out on you now. Sorry everything that can go wrong is goin' wrong....I'm sure you're tired of hearing how it'll all work itself out eventually. Oh hey...and if you find yourself in Fort Lauderdale..stay away from Murphy's Law...that bar just sux ass...well...unless you like drunk girls dancin on the bar...oh..nevermind..later Pushing me and shoving me. These past few days have been nothing but stressful. Even when I'm not at work it seems like all hell is breaking loose. Everyone is being argumentative and no one is helping anyone. I'm worried for my mother's health and infuriated at my dad's idiotic schemes. Life is never simple, but to say this is difficult would sure be an...
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Put me somewhere I don't wanna be, seeing someplace I don't wanna see, Never wanna see that place again.
Sorry everything's been so stressful....this too shall pass.
Sorry everything's been so stressful....this too shall pass.
nothing much of newness to report... just working more than I need to quite exhausted from moving lots of shit... rents are still homeless but are working on it despited my family's best efforts to screw them... I guess that about sums it up... yup... damn... I need a life 
oh! Im working on getting my basses restrung... all 3 of em ...
got a...
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oh! Im working on getting my basses restrung... all 3 of em ...
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yup...I'm with you on the whole getting a life thing...all I do is work, sleep, wake up...work, sleep...wake up...work..blah blah....the occasional SG comment...then to sleep...work... 
Im so fucking pissed off... my grandmother has done a 180 and says she won't help my parents sign on a house loan now... they can't get one on their own because they had declared bankruptcy about 5 or so years ago (they've had it discharged but it's still on their record)... basically my uncles don't want my grandmother staying a house that is less...
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damn...and damn...damn that's not right. That sux that your family is being that way. It just kills me to hear how some people are even to their own family....ahh...enough...as if I need to tell you. Well...if you & Shorty ever wanna get away...you know where to find me.
bloody hell, I've gotten all the pieces for my computer with the exception of one... a monitor >.< and I don't think I'll be able to get one till monday or tuesday
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gee...atleast it wasn't anything REALLY important... that sux.
that sux.meh, work is sucking, here till 8am, been here since 4pm, haven't had much time to sit down sense... we have every single cage filled and Im short staffed... at least someone FINALLY came in to help for a few hours though it was this one guy who may as well not be here at times... Im terribly sorry lordy, I hope things go well...
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I know the feeling...I've got a few coworkers that fit in that description....though not in my department..cuz we rock. Anywho....yes...an interesting combo...we got a few comments on the snake...he's a sweetie though. Hope work slows down for you a bit. I'm off for the next two days..but unfortunately I've got loads of crap to do...or more like I have to spend money I don't have later 
later oy, what can I say? work work and more work... when Im not at work Im asleep or on my way to class... ... not much to say... do... or think... I like elipses ... that is all for now, more later when I wake up... oh wait! I'll be at work!...
~Feeling like a freak on a leash
... not much to say... do... or think... I like elipses ... that is all for now, more later when I wake up... oh wait! I'll be at work!...
~Feeling like a freak on a leash
la tee da tee do... there is a new flame kindled within from where it comes, I know no. it's reason for breathing, I know not. I shall keep it as simple as this: There is a spark, a small flame, a new fire. As of yet it has not caused any hindrance but helped in minor ways in smaller areas of my life, I...
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YUP... It should be easy to get a second job there.
It should be easy to get a second job there. details details details... if only they were that simple, if only they were that worthwhile, maybe they are it's just I don't get around to them because of this paranoia haunting my every step... if you'd like to know ask me outside of this