phoenixbane

I may have found a job... interview thurs... we'll see...

well that was kinda um... disappointing... it lasted for one day... one frickin day, next day sunny skies, we got a limb in the driveway and that was it >.<; and yet half the people in town bought up all the bread, milk, and gas... HAHA! Yet they never learn their lesson... don't horde the food, hold much more valuable comodities... like alcohol.... which Im...
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haha, everytime I try to post here my power goes out, lets see if it works this time...

so shave your face with some mace in the dark, savin up your foodstamps and burning down the trailorpark!

I feel like Im living in a world of illusion. Like Im the only thing real and even my reality is slipping from me. Like I scream my lung out and all that hears it is void... nothing, no one... I guess it's just no one ever gets in touch with me with the exception of the occasional bored person and it just is frustrating...
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Hollow echoes of tormented screams reverberate through my skull. I find myself without sleep or the ability to do so. My thoughts keep wandering back to her and I'm unsure as to why... I can see her old room, smell it, see her smile, her delicate smile, taste her kisses... it's been two and a half years hence, yet the wound has re-opened itself as...
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life wouldnt be life without freezing cold rain... or freezing cold classrooms called meatlockers, and walking several city blocks between them with nothing except a t-shirt and jeans to protect you.... or for that matter the hour drive home just to get half way and your alternator die... making a good move and turning off all unnecessary power... then the car dying as you roll...
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I have a sinus infection and viral hemoragic gastroenteritis and the doc's concerned about my appendix cuz it's hurtin too >.<

I hate this feeling, I hate having memories.

anyways, yeah, it's been a long, terrible week, but I survived it, today Im going to go meet my old boss in birmingham to hang out for a little while before she has to go to work then chances are on my way back home I'm gonna apply at the local wal-mart... that's about it for now

first classes were kinda cool I guess, the whole chem 2 class I was like "oh shit oh shit do I remember anything from chem 1?" ... my anthro professor is an unusual character, he rants... alot... but he's cool, he does archaeology stuff in some valley in mexico, cool listenin to him talk about it... other than that I got sent allllll over the...
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