phoenixarsonus

so i went to an old girl friend's house tonight, hoping to get to see her by myself for a while. She was in iraq until like april, and she's been gone doing other marine related activities until late. i went over, and there's two dudes there. one is from our shop, and one is from back when she was in school. didnt really know the second guy,but he seemed pretty cool. when we finally get to be alone for a sec, she turns around and tells me shes prolly gonna marry him next year. What a buzzkill! i was a little bit pissed, seeing as how i made the effort to drop by, and she has made no gestures or statements concerning said male. So, im totally hopeless once again. somebody pray/meditate/chant/cast a spell for me please? im gonna go schizo again if i dont find someone to be codependent on soon!