phoenixarsonus

im finally home. it feels good to be back in cali. but im still sad about leaving tennessee. me and my wife have decided to try and work things out, and we are talking a lot more, sometimes more than when we were "together." i know i did alot of stupid things, and i hurt her really bad. but we still love eachother very much, and i cant just let her go. its wierd to try and think about the past, mostly because there wasnt much of one. we got married, i went to school in the marines, i got shipped to cali, and things went downhill. that pretty much sums it up. that, and a hell of a lot of fighting. i guess i just took her for granted. im such a bad husband, but maybe with the changes ive made in the past few months i can be better. i really dont want to hurt her again. i love her too much.

anyway, i cant ramble on about this forever. well, i could, but im sure the server would crash about halfway through.

hope you all are doing good.

out.