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today has been one of those days where i just sit and think back on the years. the main question that always pops up on days like today is "What If???" i'm sure we all have those days but i can't help but contemplate the difference in my life if had done some things differently. i guess today's main what if has been regarding...
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it's official
well, it's finally happened. i took my PT test this morning, and i passed. i'm allowed 17:00 to run my 2 miles and i ran it in 16:02.
far better than i was truly expecting, but a very nice and welcome surprise. that being said, ever since i hurt my back in '99 i've continually and steadily gained weight. i'm no fatass or...
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well, that was quite the accomplishment.
something happened today that pretty much never happens. i got my feelings hurt.
i get pissed, aggrivated, frustrated and irritated and such, but my feelings don't get hurt. well it occured today and man, i just hate it.

ya know, i really gotta say, it's awesome for a beautiful girl to call or write me just because they want to talk. kinda makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.....oh wait, no, that's just my dog layin on me. really though, i'm sure i'm not the only one that enjoys that feeling of being sought after for good conversation. if i am, then damn,...
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i found this and it's too good not to share. anyone that has ever gone running knows this feeling.

Five miles behind me, one mile to go, and my running shoes click on the asphalt with tiny rocks stuck in the treads. I jog on the shoulder where there are no sidewalks, up on the sidewalks when the streets close in, sprinting through the August...
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As the story goes.......

...there was a frog and a scorpion. the scorpion goes to the frog and asks for him to give him a ride across the stream. the frog doesn't want to because "you're a scorpion, and half way across you'll sting me and i'll drown" the scorpion then replies with "that wouldn't make any sense, because if you drown, then i will...
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last saturday, my mom called and let me know that my grandfather had died. granted, i was expecting it, but that don't help much. he was an awesome man and i'll truly miss him. guess now i'll have to tell his old Korea stories all the time. LOL....nah, that was his thing. it was kinda cool though because even though we didn't have a full...
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alright, now i've heard it all...........
just got a call from one of my buddies up in washington state. he's at another one of our guy's wedding. i'll never in my life understand how in the holy hell he ended up getting to this point in life.
maybe it's just a lil bit of jealousy speaking because i have pretty much NOBODY these days...but still....
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today is memorial day. that may not mean much to some folks, but it's a day to remember the Soldiers that are out there fighting and espeically for those Soldiers that went and never made it home.
please take some time today to think of and remember those Soldiers.

and another week gone by. another saturday bbq over at scott's. my guitar excercises are coming along. still not very good at movin from chord to chord, but my finger rolls are gettin better. just practice is all it takes ya know.
so yeah, my roommate is movin out to go back to his wife. BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG MISTAKE!!! but hey, what the fuck do i know...
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