phoenix383

My time here is drawing to a close, im out of love to give, out of faith to give, out of hope to have , just out of energy to give. i relize now im too broken to be loved, too far gone to come back. i dont belong here any more, not sure i ever did. each day is just a painful reminder i will be alone for the rest of my days. i just want it to stop already. i hurt my self daily thinking i can be loved and it is not true. ill never be called dad, never called husband. im done asking why, im done searching. i just want to fade away and be done with it all. im not meant to be happy. im meant to suffer every minute of each day. i just want it to stop, please make it stop