phoenix383

A heart once full of life and love to give now left empty and cold , what was once had hope and light is over shadowed by darkness and confinement. no longer wanting to live life but mearly get through it with as little contact with the out side world as it can. no longer trusting any one or wanting to let any one in. completely dead inside in a shell of what use to be a soul. each day I ask the powers that be or who ever is suppost to be the high power why I am alive another day and each given no answer. each day more depressed than the last with brief moments of enjoyment or happiness , moments that are becoming few are farther and farther between. moments that quickly dissolve back into the shadows or darkenss and doors closing never to be opened again. a beating heart now lays cold and gone. a soul locked in eternal misery and solitary . time is fleeting to the world around it but it his in a state of slowmotion begging for the final beat . these words written are a empty soul attempting to vent the thoughts of a demon with in a chance to maintain some form of,, I don't even know I really don't know any more..