aahhh.., my first journal entery since I started this profile some time ago, say the 17th dec. its now what, Christmas already. Well, I spoiled my twins, once again, out of guilt this year. And I'll do it again in March on thier B-day. otherwise they'er not deserving of the cuttings from the inside corners of my toe nails. They were only 7yrs old when I steam rolled that "Wacked-Out Bitch" for custody of the children that I, had planned for. Not her, they were my idea in the grand scheme of things. I must have gotten a good toe-hold because I was blessed with one of each. Petra & Pete. They'er forteen and my god are they stunning. You see at that time in my life I was looking for a breeder. I was ready to get serious...I found her in a tavern my mother ran, actually mom was'nt on the payroll but she still worked the place. Mom never had a dime yet always had a beer In front of her, its called the gift of gab. Some peoples conversations are worth paying for. So, mom introduces me to her with the following comment "if you don't marry her I will". Now this chick was 28yrs old, looked 19, she already had a son who displayed high quality gene stock. My pre reqs., healthy & good looking with an outgoing "class A" personallity, and must be able to bare children. On top of that, lets see, we'll call her "Blender". Blender was super intelligent, World traveled, And had received three degrees from three separate Universities and/or Colleges. I had'nt received one Assoiciates dgr. from the five different Colleges, Universities, Jr. Comm., and/or Institutes for which I had attended. She tailored her studies and travels such that she would be able to achieve her goal of becoming a United States Senator and make it look easy. I did'nt mention how athletic she was, she was the ramrod on her H.S. soccor team, and made cheerleading squad every year. Wished she was a guy so she could play football. We fell in love hard and fast. The kind of love you want to tell the whole world about. And did. But what happened ?