phlebostomy

ohhhh, hahaha ok whoa, you freaked me out there! I was like "...huh?" haha.

Sweetie, you're not ugly!! By the one picture I can see of you anyway!!! And from your posts in my journal and such, you're quite intelligent and eloquent, and I find that a much better quality than any physical one

....well....ok. you confused me there. because I take pictures of me and have others take pictures taken of me, I have low self esteem?

I take pictures because I like to remember everything. One of my best friends got killed 5 years ago and I only have one picture with her. ONE. Since then, I've carried my camera with me everywhere I go, because I don't want that to ever happen again.

I also have a reason for taking the majority of the pictures I take, such as the ones railh took that are in my entry now. I can't tell what that reason is because it's under wraps for the time being, but I love the way he takes pictures so I wanted to display them.

I just didn't understand what that had to do with the low self esteem I apparently have...?