philomela

My blog-absence has been due to my absolutely insane vacation schedule. No matter how much "free time" I have, it becomes instantly filled. I bounced from Maine, to Boston to a couple different locations in New York in four days and I am still running, running.

I'm afraid if I stop, everything will catch up with me and I really don't want that to happen just yet.

I've had some lovely very-needed times however, with girlfriends and family and now with my accomplice, if you will. Dancing, dining, sleeping in, shopping, movie-watching, modeling, thought-provoking, walking, talking, lovers of my life. I honestly have such a strong core here in New York and a wonderful heartstring in Boston. How could I not rise out of this breakup, smiling?

But I know I still have to go back to it. For another month and a half. To trudge through projects and finals and emotional muck while everyone who loves me is more than a stone's throw away. Stoicism is a mystery to me, I need the world as much as it needs me.

I am so exhausted in every way. My brain hums dully and my legs fatigue easily. I'm thinking tomorrow might be my day of nothing but sleep. And maybe thrift-store hunting. SEE! I just can't sit still....

Hope everyone is lovely.....



just a side note.... if you haven't seen my self-shot set for March's creative contest, please visit it and tell the good folks at SG that you love me and my birds