I wanna be more interesting. I mean Im interesting as a person, hell not to toot my own horn to much, Im a furking riot to hang out with, but I wish I had more interesting things to talk about. Right now theres nothing going on with my life. Im starting to get to the point where I feel I need some sort of therapy to avoid a homicidal outburst. I think this city has driven me quite round the bend. All I want lately is to sleep. Hell even hockey isnt holding my interest any more. I am really depressed lately and it sucks because, as dumb a reason as it is, I know what the reason is. That made no sense. I need my second job to start right away because my "main" job is not paying the bills. Literally. Oh and thats not the main reason Im depressed. Im not going to say what it is because Im a little three year old in a 28 year olds body. 
samling:
money is one of the worst stressors of the human condition. i have faith you'll figure somethin out. i bet you're awesome to hang out with, and if you're ever in seattle, i would love to spend time with you. sorry you're going through a rough patch, my dear. *hug*