This is starting to get a bit ridiculous. It doesnt seem to matter how much overtime I work, I cant seem to get ahead. Looks like its time to just bust ass and maybe get a second job. Because I really dont like staying over at Hertz. If it wasnt for some really cool co-workers I wouldve split already. And the shitty thing is if I cant get ahead I cant take more classes and stuff to prep myself for moving to LA. My new years plan is falling apart pretty damn rapidly. That and for whatever reason I cant seem to shake this horrible melancholy. I distract myself form it for a little while, go out with friends, play hockey, ride the bike but it always comes back. This sucks. If at the very least I wanna know whats causing it. Then have it surgically removed.... 
heterochromia:
When I was working a job I hated, I was so exhausted that I didn't have the energy to look for a new job. When I got laid off, I magically felt better and was able to go looking for a decent job. I had to live on unemployment for a couple months (it was exactly enough to pay the rent and utilities and a handful of groceries every month, and not a penny more) but it was so worth it! What's the point of working overtime and wearing yourself out if you're not getting ahead? Sounds like Hertz is screwing you. 