A few weeks ago while I was still in parts I was sleep deprived and mind wandering I wrote this down. For whatever reason I felt like throwing it out here for people to ogle and point and laugh.
"Ive since moved on, yet here are these memories and feelings returning, like some repo man coming to take what I thought was mine free and clear. Its hard to breathe. LIke my lungs are filled with lead, a double edged sword, for it weighs heavy on my heart as well. Words offer no comfort or shelter; instead only magnifying the miasma that has enveloped me. Sink or swim, but I can do neither, caught between the poles of aquiescence and defiance. And so, I alternate between feeling sorry for myself and anger at the arrogance of my self pity. What to do now? Shake it off, encapsulate it in whatever container my mind concocts for it, bury it deep and forget it. Again."
Heh heh, my vocabulary is HUGE...giggidy
"Ive since moved on, yet here are these memories and feelings returning, like some repo man coming to take what I thought was mine free and clear. Its hard to breathe. LIke my lungs are filled with lead, a double edged sword, for it weighs heavy on my heart as well. Words offer no comfort or shelter; instead only magnifying the miasma that has enveloped me. Sink or swim, but I can do neither, caught between the poles of aquiescence and defiance. And so, I alternate between feeling sorry for myself and anger at the arrogance of my self pity. What to do now? Shake it off, encapsulate it in whatever container my mind concocts for it, bury it deep and forget it. Again."
Heh heh, my vocabulary is HUGE...giggidy
That is one mighty expensive water heater in your home. When I was shoppiing for a new one I found tank heaters for less than $200. (I got a tankless for $500.) I can't imagine a water heater costing thousands, unless it's designed to heat multiple units in an apartment building.