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I'm truly emotional I actually just cried happy tears!

As some of you know, I recently decided to try and commit to Wednesdays as my main day for live streaming. That's mainly on Twitch, SG and insta. I'll be trying onlyfans once a month too! Today was my first Wednesday of the year for that and I was SO anxious I almost couldn't hit the go live button at all! It took me 5 hours to debate about it and finally build up the courage do it. But honestly, after I pushed myself that first time and got talking to you guys, I was so relieved I did it. One of the reasons I started twitch streaming was to combat my anxiety in situations of social interaction - it definitely crept in after being out of the game for so long, but I am so glad to have managed 4.5hours of interesting conversations (and some wonderful gaming fails)! And that's because of you guys.

I'm so glad some of you guys were able to stop by and am genuinely so so thankful for the time you put in when supporting me. Not just by coming to live streams but literally for everything - it overwhelms me how generous you all are and I wish I could show you just how much it means to me!!!

Here's me attempting to make a heart shape with two pics while trying not to cry 🤭

And then I failed and cried anyway

Basically what I'm trying to say is, from the bottom of my big old heart, thank you. A million times, thank you.

YOU ARE ALL BLOODY AWESOME AND I LOVE YOU ALL SO BLOODY MUCH!!! 💖💖💖

@missy @rambo @eirenne @teal @lust @lemon