i get fucking punished every fucking day. for what? for being a good person
i dont comit crimes, i dont sell drugs, i dont disrespect people.
i am a good girl! i do good in school most of the time, hell im GOING to school. im in a very difficult program. i have a job, i have a life, i get along with my happy family, i have lots of friends. im not knocked up, im not high on drugs, im not a liar, a cheater or a theif?
AND HOW DO I GET FUCKING REPAID??????? WITH FUCKING LIES. WITH LIES AND LECTURES AND DISSAPOINTMENT IN ME.
ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR. I TRY TO MAKE LIFE EASY ON OTHER PEOPLE AND THEY STAB ME IN THE BACK. I TRY TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL UNIQUE NICE PERSON AND I GET FINANCIALLY CUT OFF....
WHAT. THE. FUCK. HAVE. I. DONE. TO. FUCKING. DESERVE. THIS. SHIT.
its starting to get ridiculous. maybe its because i let people "walk all over me" maybe its because im a "pushover"
ok so i guess i have 2 options....be a fucking wimp and a pushover and still have friends and family pr be a total bitch, not have my way, and have no friends.
LIFE IS LIKE A BUS FULL OF FUCKING RETARDS.
sometimes i dont know why i bother with it....
i dont comit crimes, i dont sell drugs, i dont disrespect people.
i am a good girl! i do good in school most of the time, hell im GOING to school. im in a very difficult program. i have a job, i have a life, i get along with my happy family, i have lots of friends. im not knocked up, im not high on drugs, im not a liar, a cheater or a theif?
AND HOW DO I GET FUCKING REPAID??????? WITH FUCKING LIES. WITH LIES AND LECTURES AND DISSAPOINTMENT IN ME.
ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR. I TRY TO MAKE LIFE EASY ON OTHER PEOPLE AND THEY STAB ME IN THE BACK. I TRY TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL UNIQUE NICE PERSON AND I GET FINANCIALLY CUT OFF....
WHAT. THE. FUCK. HAVE. I. DONE. TO. FUCKING. DESERVE. THIS. SHIT.
its starting to get ridiculous. maybe its because i let people "walk all over me" maybe its because im a "pushover"
ok so i guess i have 2 options....be a fucking wimp and a pushover and still have friends and family pr be a total bitch, not have my way, and have no friends.
LIFE IS LIKE A BUS FULL OF FUCKING RETARDS.
sometimes i dont know why i bother with it....
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Try to remember that the people that care about you won't want you to change. There's a reason they care about yah, its cause your not a pushy bitch, instead you are a good person.