phenomenater

what is there to say about a day like this....i feel like im fucking high. but its not good or bad, its just there. hopefully later it will be good
anyways, i woke up to my dog laying on my chest. it wasnt bad cause she only weighs 5 lbs. i found out today that she likes eating bananas....weirdo. anyway
so then i had to go to the dentist. i needed a filling....my teeth suck. i can brush and floss all i want and still, i need them pulled cause my mouth is too crowded, i need them filled because the pits in them are too deep. ugh

well to say the least that sucked. my jaw is in pain and half of my face is numb...still. i had the appointment at 10 am.
well see, im immune to lydocaine because ive had it used on me so many times or whatever so they have to use a super amount, which hurts alot becuase its an injection. anyway, i think they went a bit overboard becuase not only can i still not feel my mouth, but i cant feel my left nostril, cheek, eye, or ear. and im fucking starving. im so hungry. i cant eat because i will litereally bite and chew off my lips and tongue.

god i hate being numb....id rather feel the pain i think. i just hate the feeling of being numb, like u dont know if u are hurt or not....it just makes me ill.

so then i went to go look at the apartment that im planning on moving into in may. it was pretty nice, a little small but very affordable...i think its a winner.

so now im sitting here being very hungry and trying to figure my life out one problem at a time....hahah or im just being butthurt i dont know. school is kicking my ass. its winning the fight. but i must carry on......

tonight will be a nice break from reality if i do say so myself. i gotta make some phone calls now. i have to call a lady about an ob tech job and some nurse who called me for god knows why....